The vampires bride

Meeting north

Elsa hadn't known how long she was in that room, but the overwhelming feeling of suffocation had her leaving the dark chambers. The door was shut behind her, but she didn't leave to wander off again, instead she simply collapsed to the floor and leaned against the door, her legs were tucked under her. She suspected whom these chambers belonged to, but she didn't want to think about it.

She honestly didn't know what to feel at all at the moment.

Everything that had happened tonight, it was all rushing in her head and she didn't know what to make of it, what to think or how to feel. Too much has been happening in a short amount of time, in the back of her mind she had thought it was just a one big horrible nightmare and that she would wake up soon, but it wasn't. She wasn't asleep, dreaming with a vivid imagination, she really was living in a nightmare and it was far too real for her to really be away from her home, away from the people she loved, and away from her beloved sister.

Elsa breathed in deeply, she tilted her head up slightly and her eyes traveled up to the darken ceiling.

There was so much more things that could end up becoming worse for her, more life threatening situations that could give her a heart attack, or she could end up dead by a vampire. Elsa couldn't help but snort. Her life had already been threatened by several vampires, what's another?

Despite her situation, Elsa was hardly surprised that she hadn't died of a heart attack yet.

When did she get use to the terrifying supernatural life? When did she stop caring about her life?

She didn't have to be here thought, no one was keeping an eye on her and Elsa was sure that she wouldn't be seeing Jack anytime soon. So she could end the hellish life she was living, no one to stop her. She could make sharp ice and horribly land on it, or she could walk back into these chambers, open the window and let herself drift into the raging snow storm outside. She didn't have to live here anymore...

A picture of Anna smiling at her came to mind then, and Elsa suddenly felt like crying. A tight overwhelming feeling of loneliness constricted on her heart, and she could feel herself breaking down. She choked on a sob as tears spilled on her cheeks. She curled in herself, her hands came to her face to hide the tears even when she knew no one was around, a loss comforting effort as she drew her knees closer.

She didn't know what to do anymore. She thought about giving up on her life but that only brought the reminder of Anna, who would be heartbroken if she ever found out that her own sister thought of jumping out the window. But then again, for all Elsa knew, Anna probably already thought she was dead. Who could possibly survive after being kidnapped for a week or four months by vampires? It was very likely that Anna had come to that thought, and it hurt Elsa to think that she did. But Anna wasn't to blame for the feelings of hurt, if anything, Anna was probably devastated and crying her heart out to her long gone older sister.

Heavy guilt surged through Elsa as she continued to sob. She tried to take the easy way out, to end her nightmare. It was mostly like not an option, but Elsa might one day see her sister again and she can't do that, she made no move to get up from the floor.

Tears leaked from her eyes, dripping down her cheeks and making a small puddle on the floor. Ever so slowly Elsa moved her hand to her face and softly wiped her tears. A few seconds more and she finally moved to get up. Her arms shook as she pushed herself up, they felt weak but she forced them not to give out. She sat up carefully, choosing to lean back against the door.

Elsa went back to thinking. Her thought trailed to Jack, she felt so confused about what had occurred. She didn't understand anything that happen between them, or why her body was reacting so strangely. She had felt strangely warm and sensitive, she had even let him have his mouth on her neck. Elsa shuddered as she felt her neck tingle with nerves stimulating strange pulses. She placed her hand over the kissed area. Shutting her eyes, she remembered the feel of his cold lips on hers, hard and rough. She never imagined having her first kiss stolen in such a way, and with a vampire no less either. She thought that if she were to ever kiss someone it would be short and sweet, not so forceful. Opening her eyes, she let her head softly hit the door, and she sat there staring blankly into nothing for a long time.