Trapped In Kio Cyr

Chapter 44

We kiss each other roughly until he pulls away. He tears off his shirt and pushes me onto his bed. He binds my wrist together tying them to the bed. My back immediately arches and he hovers over me.

Leaving me no way to escape he unzips my top then my bra. He looks down at me with hunger than my eyes. I nod at him fast with need. His mouth lands on my tits and he bites hard making me moan in pleasure. He starts to make his way down to my stomach with small but rough kisses. My chest going higher than ever with his movements.

He unbuckles my pants and tears them off fast. He teases me by rubbing his finger over my panties when he comes back up to my mouth to kiss me once again. When we both pull away he doesn't let go of my bottom lip making jump a little. He tears off my bottoms with his teeth his eyes looking at me. Fuck he's so hot. His actions make puddles at my core. He inserts a finger and uses his tongue to work. I grip onto the shirt and arch my back ready for him. But before he lets me orgasm he gets off the bed leaving me panting.

He grabs the waistband of his jeans, tearing his pants off. He joins me back on the bed putting his hands on either side of my head. With one kiss he's in making me jump. I bite my lip still foreign to the feeling but it's not as bad. He starts to thrust in faster and faster. I moan multiple times while he feeds off my neck.

"Fuck Kio," I moan slowly.

"Work the rest for me baby," he whispers.

I unties the shirt and flips me over on top of him. Oh god no.

'Spell coconut,' she tells me. I decide to go with her advice and make it a plan.

I start to grind on him while he holds my hips. I hear him groan and get to work. I begin to move my hips in a circular motion and thrust my hips.

"Jesus Em you're so fuckin hot," he grunts.

He flips me over again holding my wrists about my head. He starts to go rougher and faster until he finishes in me. I lie there on the bed panting as he gets off the bed.

Sex. How would I describe sex? It's magic. It's heaven. The way he makes me feel is insane, I've never felt like this ever in my life. He can look at me and I'm his. I'm his whenever. I'm his to fuck whenever. Sex feels different when all you do is love that man. When you're actually in love with him. I'm hurting Nick every single damn time I tell him I love him. What the fuck have I done. I've been blind all this time, I'm in love with a completely different man. Is Nick everything I've ever wanted?

Kio's arm wraps around me while I stare at the wall completely paralyzed. No. More. Lies.

...

'Why can't you just leave me the fuck alone?' dad says.

I run into my bathroom hearing nearby screaming. I open the door to an angry mom and dad.

'You can't just hide pills in her fucking room!' mom yells, 'what did you think? I wasn't gonna find out?'

'I can't put it in our room because you'd smash another bottle in my head!' dad screams at mom.

'Mommy? What's wrong?' I ask.

'Nothing hun, why don't you go to Mrs. Austin's house,' she says in a cool tone but anger still flashes through her eyes.

'No Mary why don't you tell her? Tell her how you threw a bottle at me!' he screams in my face.

'Emilio!' she yells.

'I can't do this anymore. All you've done is hide me from my fucking daughter. You've made my life a living hell! You can succeed without me!' dad yells. He angrily marches out of the room and goes to the front door with a small bag. Has he been planning this?

The door opens and he takes one more look at me tears in his eyes.

'Daddy no! Don't leave me daddy!' I scream as he slams the door.

"Don't leave!" I jump. It takes me a few seconds to regain a normal heartbeat.

Opening my eyes it's dark everywhere. The three beds around me are all empty and the lights are off. I slowly unwrap his tight grip over my stomach to stand off the bed. I see a towel to wrap around me but none of my clothes are in sight. I wrap the towel around my body and run to my room.

When I get inside the room I tiptoe to avoid waking up Natalie but the lamp switches on.

"And where have you been?" she's asking folding her arms together.

"Umm."

"Ohh Emma. Not again!" she yells examining my bare body.

"I know I know! But look I'm going to clean this up. I know what I want, and sometimes getting your heart isn't easy but I'm going to do it," I say more to myself than her.

She nods switching off her lamp. I lay down on the bed letting out a sigh of relief. No more lies Emma, no more.

...

The knock on the door sounds like it went on for hours till he finally opened it. I give him a small smile and he returns it.

"Hey Em," his warm voice says. I need to savor this.

"Hey um, can we talk?" he nods and opens the door so I can walk in.

Sitting on the edge of the bed my stomach shakes causing me to shift uncomfortably.

"Do you want some water you look kind of pale," he smiles.

"Nick," I say catching his attention, "I need to tell you something," I say, he nods.

"So I don't know how to do this, I've never done this. But um, I've come to an understanding. I've been understanding myself. When you hold me, your arms feel so nice, like Im being held by some super god. But I sit there and I notice it's not the arms I need. I'm lying to the warmth you provide. When you tell me you love me. I say I love you back. That love belongs to someone else. I'm lying to your heart. To my heart. When I say I want you, only you. The urge belongs to someone else. I lying to my want."

"I noticed it's not just that, I've just been lying, to you. But most importantly...myself. I've been ignoring what it wants," I breathe. It hurts to come out of me, but it's the truth.

"That necklace," he says looking at my neck, "is it his?" I give him a look that says yes without even saying the word but he understands. He nods slowly while tears come pouring out of his eyes.

"Wow. So you let me do all of that? While you just were in love with him? How could you do that Emma?" he says the tears never stopping.

I'm sure there's a huge puddle under me as I begin to open my mouth, "Nick I'm so sorry. I will never stop being sorry. I love you, but not the same way you love me," I cry.

"Yeah no shit! You love him! Just get out," he says this time looking me in the eyes. I don't think he means his room.

"Nick please- just," I try to say.

"Get out! You selfish bitch! Get out!" the words come out of his mouth stabbing me every single time, "just get out, please," he whispers this time.

I nod and speed walk out the door tears endlessly coming. When I get back to my room Natalie stares at me sadly while I walk over to her. She hugs me and we lay to down together. Everything came out. My tears, my heart, everything. But I love the fact that I'm Kio's fully, even if it makes me a selfish bitch.