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32.

i just wanna say thank you for all the votes and reads it's so touching. and school has been stopping me from writing so i apologize from the absence..
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•jungkook's pov•

yoongi and i was back at the beginning of our debut, it felt like he had something against me. it felt horrible. i loved him with my whole heart and now it feels like we've never met. "okay let's start guys" our dance teacher screamed. we got into our positions for 'blood sweat and tears'. the music started playing through the speakers and we started dancing.

i messed up a lot, by a lot i mean like tripping, forgetting the next move and being in the wrong place. "jungkook go and rest a bit, you seem out of it today" our dance instructor said with a worried look. i nodded and laid down onto the floor. a water bottle rolled over to me and got my side. i lifted my head up and saw taehyung smiling at me. i returned the smile and realized how thirsty i was so i gulped everything in one go.

i felt horrible for making everyone wait and redo the dance just because i couldn't get the moves right. i never had this problem before, i've always been a fast learner. i was tired and i couldn't lie about that. yoongi seemed to be doing great and that hurt. he wasn't affected at all. he mastered every move super fast. i looked at yoongi and watched him dance.

we then started to joke around and started singing and rapping. the other members began collecting their stuff but i didn't want to rest just yet. i started dancing again, but harder. i felt a hand on my shoulder, it was jimin. "don't overwork yourself kook" he said and gave my shoulder a comforting squeeze. i nodded and walked over to my phone and connected it to the speakers. i heard the door close and now i  was alone in the room. i sighed and started the music.

•time skip•

i fell down in exhaustion. i panted and took the almost empty waterbottle and drank it all up. i took my phone and watched the video i recorded of myself dancing. a normal person would've thought that was perfect but it was not good enough. i was not good enough. i sighed and put the phone back and pressed record. i started the music and stood up, my legs were shaking. but i need to push my limits as far as possible. i started dancing and in the middle of the dance i heard someone enter. i stopped dancing and fell onto the floor again. i moved my head and looked the person in the eyes. of course it had to be yoongi. i grabbed another waterbottle and took a big sip. i turned back to my phone and checked out the video. it was perfect until yoongi came in.

•no one's pov•

"why are you still practicing jungkook?" yoongi's raspy voice spoke into the quiet room. "it's not perfect" the one on the floor mumbled. "don't overwork yourself" he sighed and walked over to jungkook and sat down. "why do you care" jungkook snapped. "why wouldn't i?" yoongi asked in a confused tone. why did jungkook snap at him for nothing, he smiply cared about him. "nevermind sorry" jungkook said and stood up, legs still shaking. he took his stuff and left yoongi alone in the practice room.

we're falling apart

- Littlebaby-kook