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37.

... play still with you by jjk at the *
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•jungkook's pov•

we practiced a lot of songs but i felt like i needed to go to the gym. "well, i'm going to the gym now so can you tell the others that i'll be a little late" i said and packed my things. "jungkook i'm sorry please" he said. "please don't ruin this" i said and faced him. "what?" he stuttered. "i have to go now." i said and left. tears welled up in my eyes, i didn't want to hurt him. screw the gym. i walked to the place where i always went to when i wanted to be alone. i sat on a bench and looked out over the sea. i started singing, singing helped me to cope with my problems.

*
that faint voice of yours that grazed me
please call my name one more time
i'm standing still under the frozen light, but
i will walk towards you, step by step
still with you

a pitch dark room
i shouldn't get used to it
but i'm used to it again
the low-pitched sound of the air conditioner
if i don't have this, i might just fall apart

we laugh together, we cry together
these simple feelings were everything i had
when will it be?
if i see you again
i will look into your eyes
and say, "i missed you"

in a rapturous memory
the rain pours even when i dance alone
by the time this mist clears
i'll run with my feet wet
so hug me then

the moon looks lonely
like it's crying in the bright night sky
even though i always know the morning will come
i want to stay in your sky like a star

everyday, every moment
if i knew this was gonna happen
i would have remembered more of them
when will it be?
if i see you again
i will look into your eyes
and say, "i missed you"

in a rapturous memory
the rain pours even when i dance alone
by the time this mist clears
i'll run with my feet wet
so hug me then

behind the faint smile that looked at me
i will draw a beautiful purple shade
we may not be on the same page
but i want to walk this path with you
still with you
*

i laid down. looked at the sky. the sun was setting. i wonder what time it is. my phone screen lit up and it showed 5:17 pm. i would probably have to go back to the dorms soon. i sat up, grabbed my bag and started walking. i walked at my own pace i was gazing at the stars. after about ten minutes i stood in front of our dorms. i sighed and opened the door.

- Littlebaby-kook