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33.

sorry for the inactivity. after the time skip it's no one's pov
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•yoongi's pov•

i sat lonely in the practice room. i felt a wave of emotions hit me. tears welled up in my eyes out of anger. i just couldn't believe it. i tried to be nice to him but he rejected me. "FUCK OFF! I HATE EVERYTHING" i screamed and threw my phone against the door, it would surprise me if it wasn't broken. i could just buy a new one. i walked over to my phone and sighed, the screen was completely cracked. my phone vibrated, i let the screen light up. it was namjoon, he wanted me to come home. the tour was almost here and i needed sleep. i replied with a ok and started walking out of the building. but i turned my head and saw hallway that led to my precious studio. i sighed and turned around and quickly texted namjoon. 'i won't come home until late, i have unfinished work'. i didn't have any work left but i could always look for a new phone.

•jungkook's pov•

when i left the studio i cried. all the way back home. the tears wouldn't stop flowing. i stood outside our dorm and tried to stop the tears but someone opened the door. i turned around, it was Jimin. i didn't want him to see me this weak. i was supposed to be strong and help him but i felt horrible. "kookie what's wrong?" he asked and pulled me inside. "h-he w-was there" i choked out. "oh poor thing" he removed my jacket and shoes. "wanna take a bath?" jimin asked and smiled, i nodded. sometimes i need to be babied like this. have someone care for you like you mean the world to them.

•time skip•

jungkook laid wrapped in two blankets on the couch. he sniffled and tried to keep his mind on something else. "it's okay kookie" jimin said and patted his back. "w-why did i reject him? he just tried to be kind" jungkook said. "can we watch a movie?" jungkook asked and pouted. "sure want to pop some popcorn while i find a movie?" jimin asked and smiled. "okay" jungkook rose from the sofa and started  walking to the kitchen to find the popcorn. "hyung" the maknae said. "what is it jungkook?" jimin asked and walked into the kitchen. "can you put them in the microwave?" he asked with a quiet voice and a blush tinting his cheeks. "okay kookie" he chuckled.

they were watching all the ghibli films. jungkook sat on the couch with the bowl of popcorn in his lap. his eyes were wide open. jimin dozed off in the beginning. jungkook paused the movie and carried jimin to his room which he shared with taehyung and hoseok. he took the blanket and covered his sleeping body. he smiled and walked back to the tv. he was watching howl's moving castle. "howl! no!" jungkook screamed and didn't notice the lock twisting. someone opened the door and kicked their shoes off. "howl!" jungkook screamed and ran to the person and hugged them. "jungkook what are you doing?". jungkook froze, that was not howls voice. it was a low and raspy voice that belonged to no other than min yoongi. "i-uh sorry hyung" jungkook stuttered and ran back to the couch and hid in his blankets. yoongi sighed and took off his jacket. yoongi walked over to the sofa and saw jungkook hiding under the blankets but his hair was sticking out. "jungkook i can see you" he sighed again. jungkook held his breath. "it doesn't help if you hold your breath kook" yoongi chuckled and looked around. jungkook was watching howl's moving castle, their favorite movie.

•yoongi's pov•

'so that's why he called me howl' i chuckled. i saw a bowl of finished popcorn and a sprite can on the floor. i took the tv remote and pressed resume. jungkook pulled the blanket of his face. his eyes met mine and i swear they were shimmering. we were just looking at each other. i closed my eyes and started leaning in. i didn't know what i was thinking. but i didn't expect to be softly hugged. "please stop hyung" jungkook whispered. "stop? with what?" i asked and pulled away to see jungkook's teary eyes. he looked like he could break any second. "stop giving me mixed signals" he sniffled. "what?" i was confused. "koo-" "hyung just stop" he cut me off. "just leave me alone" he sobbed.

he actually wants me to leave

fuck that hurt

- Littlebaby-kook