Faded (sander side)

chapter 1

(this is my first time doing this so please don't judge me to harshly p.s I might add a ship or to in it but I might not I'm just making this up as I go along. Also apologize for bad really bad spelling and grammar so sorry)

warning blood and swearing

deceit's view (9:32pm)

after one of Thomas's videos were the other sides gangs up on me again, I storm of to my room in the dark side of Thomas's mind but before I can reach the safety of 'the snakes den' as Roman would call it. I was blocked by the other half of creativity Remus though I must say I prefer him to Roman.

"hiya snakey" he says with blood splattered over is face and with some sort of liquid that I don't even want to know what it is.

"Re please don't leave me alone, I want company right now" I say hating the lies I spill, not even a normal convention without lies.

"arrrr dee I want to play and fucking kill stuff LETS BAVE IN BLOOD DEE" he squealed with delight

I sighed "Re should you have not had enough of that earlier" I say pointing at his blooded clothes

he laughs that insane laugh "haha oh this I just fort a beast but before I killed it I clime in it ple..."

"PLEASE DON'T STOP, WANT TO HEAR MORE" I yield cutting him off.

shore I like Remus but I don't what to know non of what he does all day just that it will make you hurl but he was kind to me in his weird way and I like that he cares after all he was the only one who did after HE left us to be with THEM, he abandoned us, he betrayed us he betrayed me....

"DEE, Dee" Remus yelled I snap out of my thoughts "hay YOU STRIP are you okay your crying dee" I place my gloved to my cheek and I really was crying but why?

"yes, I'm fine but I do want your help" I push Remus aside and scarred to my room slamming the door behind me as I did the emotions I was surprising came rushing loose thankfully my room was sound proof, I collapsed as I remembered the other sides word from earlier today especially Virgil's who once was my beloved child who left and was now glaring and insolating me.

'Ha is not it funny how people can change so much to fit in to society even stabbing the ones they love in the back' I thought to myself bitterly . Of course thinking of Virgil made me cry, I didn't want to but I just couldn't keep it in anymore it was to much for me, from Logan's coldness, Patton's sooo fake smile to Roman's insults and hurtful nicknames I was to my breaking point and I brock thinking of good old me and V days.

"better" I said sobbing harder. just thinking of him made me want to crawl up into a ball and disappear forever after all he was like famILY to me as morality would say.

couple of hours later (11:47pm)

after I am able to stop my crying I staged myself to bed dropping my cap and hat on the floor. I lied in bed waiting for sleep and it came quickly, too quickly I was out of the night.

(577 word today)