His face had no emotion, he looked a little pensive but I couldn't tell he look at me and it felt like hours but it was only minuets
"No"
He spoke quiet and soft I felt like I was about to fall apart and die, my heart just shattered in my chest and I couldn't handle the answer
I ran and when I say ran I mean it I got to my car and didn't even go in. I fell to the ground and started to cry like I've never cried before.
5 minuets later a fatigued Louis came running
"No Harry don't cry stop please" he whispered fast to me whipping each tear " I cant Louis I have strong feeling for you and I thought maybe you did for me too and I - I'm broken right now my feelings" I cried a little more he gave me this sympathetic look as if I wanted his sympathy
"Harry I like you... I just need to tell you something and I didn't want you to change the way you think of me if I told you after, I agreed to be your boyfriend" he started to cry a bit
"What tell me Loubear?"
"I'm still in the closet, no one but you knows I'm gay my father he.. Is a bit homophobic and I dont know if you'll ever be accepted in my family and I'm sorry" he cried harder
"I don't even think I'll be accepted into the family ya know and I'm terrified of what will happen if they know and I'm so scared to be alone" He cries into my chest I rub circles on his back
"Don't be scared I'll be here for you Lou you will never be alone and I'll try my hardest to make sure you never get hurt ok I promise" I kiss his cheek
"Thanks and by the way Harry I would love to be your boyfriend if the offers still on the table" He smiles
And I smile at him just understanding each other
The rest of the day we walk around together holding hands until it started to rain which is when we decide it might be time to leave
"Open the door you crazy curly haired demon" Louis yells
"WAIT" I yell louder
"ITS RAINING YOU DUMB ARSE" he yells again Which makes me laugh
I run to him and grab his face pressing my lips to his, he took some time to react but did eventually
We kiss eagerly just wanting more and more of each other eventually we slowly disconnected just looking into each others eyes
"I wanted our first kiss to be cliché" I throw on an even bigger smile
"You cheeky boy" he says close to a whisper
And we just stair at each other not caring about the rain or anything
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I'm just both (Larry/Larcel)
DiversosSometimes you'll do anything just to feel normal maybe allowing to get bullied Is a bit over the top but Its better then being harassed by people using you for your money
