Idiotic Mistakes (Zarry Mpreg)

I love you.. but i cant

Saturday came around far too quickly. Zayn was one hundred percent certain that this was the best decision for him. But he couldn't help the god awful dread that filled him. What if his parents just couldn't accept this? What if he was alone? What if his sisters hated him?There was so much running through his head. He was just glad to have Harry's support. After all the lad was doing a very brave thing, these people he was about to face where the parents of the sixteen year old he knocked up. Zayn had no idea how he was so calm.

"Y-you can go home , it's not too late." Zayn told him quietly as they drove to his house.

"No, I want to do this... this is both our mess. You stood by my side when i told mum and Gem. So I'll stand by you too." Harry stated.

"Well, thankyou I really appreciate it." Zayn replied smiling.

He really had the best baby daddy in the world ... this baby was beyond lucky. Even if they weren't together he knew he could count on Harry to be there one hundred percent.

"So... Doniya is coming over huh?" Harry inquired.

"Surprisingly yes, she actually listened to me for once. I told her mum was upset n' she needed to come for at least one family dinner a month." Zayn explained rolling his eyes.

His older sister had moved out about a year ago. She was very independent meaning she rarely came home to visit now days. Too busy living her best life up in London to care about the family she had back home. Zayn wasn't bitter at all ... well maybe a little.

"Harsh." Harry chuckled.

"It's true! She needs to make more of an effort .. especially now she's going to be an aunt." Zayn protested.

"True.. she and Gem are going to be battling it out for god mother I can tell already." Harry told him.

"Well.. I was kind of hoping you'd let me pick Perrie for that role." Zayn replied anxiously.

"Why wouldn't I let you? She's perfect for the job." Harry agreed.

"B-because , she's young still Haz. If anything happened to us both this early on... would she actually take on a baby?" Zayn stressed.

"I-I don't know ... but let's not think like that yeah . Plus if it did happen, she'll have Louis." Harry reassured .

"True, but ya' right let's not think 'bout it." Zayn agreed gently.

"Baby been moving much?" The older boy asked changing the subject.

"Mostly none stop now, it's mad." Zayn said grinning widely.

"I can't wait to feel it." Harry sighed.

"Soon Haz, plus we can find out the gender too!" The younger boy replied excitedly.

"That's true, we goin' to let my mum do that thingy?" He asked Zayn.

"Yes! I think it'll be nice for us.." Zayn said.

"Her n' Gem will be buzzin'." Harry laughed softly.

"Let them be as happy as they wish mate, this baby may only have them after today.." Zayn mumbled.

"Well we're about to find out.. you ready?"

No not even in the slightest...

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Being sat at the table, each and every member of his small family present... was a rare occasion for Zayn. Most of the time his sisters would eat in their room or he'd be out at Harry's. So it was nice to just sit and have a nice laugh and joke about small things, things that they wouldn't normally. But they are laughing just for the sake of enjoying every moment. Zayn couldn't believe he was about to ruin this for them.