and i'm sorry i hurt you. i'm sorry i took those pills and expected you to not do anything. thank you for sticking through my ups and downs. you know i love you, i know you love me too. so why do i do this to us?
i'm afraid i'm not good enough. the thought of you leaving me hurts like no other. you promised you won't. please keep it. you mean the world to me.
today i saw you cry for the first time. it wasn't nice. i hated it. so i won't do it again. i wont hurt you again. i'll get help. you can, too. we can get better together. grow together. live together and love each other.
two and a half months. we're only at the beginning. right at the start of what we could have and i tried to end it all.
when i see your messages on my phone, my heart swells. i feel bigger and stronger than ever before. and when i see you walk into lesson after i've sat down i feel my heart stutter and cheeks lift into a grin while i get ready to greet you.
bright are the stars that shine
dark is the sky
i know this love of mine
will never die
and I love you.
YOU ARE READING
there are only 26 letters i can use
Fanfictionryan sends letters that brendon will never see. not until the end, not until ryan's free. you'll see the blossoming and the downfall of the relationship. heartbreak and love mixed into one. ☆short para☆ ☆lowercase intentional☆ ☆tw//sui, sh, ed☆
