i haven't spoken to you in a week. you broke my heart, what am i meant to say?
you turned back to look at me today, in the corridor. even if i did look back i wouldn't have seen you, my eyes brimmed and vision blurred with tears and my hands shaking. i can't look you in the face.
you broke my heart. you broke me. you were the thing that put me together and i didn't know you'd be able to take me apart so quickly.
i'm not strong enough without you here. i'm nothing without you. maybe i should just let go. we said we'd grow old together and we couldn't even last a year.
i only never tried to take my life again because i promised you i wouldn't.
i said i'd love you to death. i don't want to love you anymore.
so i guess i must be dead.
YOU ARE READING
there are only 26 letters i can use
Fanfictionryan sends letters that brendon will never see. not until the end, not until ryan's free. you'll see the blossoming and the downfall of the relationship. heartbreak and love mixed into one. ☆short para☆ ☆lowercase intentional☆ ☆tw//sui, sh, ed☆
