merry christmas, honey. as of the end of this week, new years, it will be five months.
and bren, its gone so damn quick. so fast.
sometimes i wish time would slow down so i could savour the moment. i wish things could slow so i can pretend i have control of how i feel. i love you so much.
and if i wasn't so afraid of losing you, it'd be easier to hold on to that feeling.
but you promised you wouldn't leave so i'll trust you. i trust you with my heart, my soul, my life. i would trust you to do anything and not let it hurt me.
i would take a bullet for you. you say you would take one for me too.
i trust you. i always will.
i'm just afraid that our love will fade and you won't want to catch my breath. please hold me close. tell me that this won't end and it will never fade.
because when it does i'm afraid that it will be entirely my fault. i'm afraid i'll make you hate me and i don't think i'll be able to live with myself if i do.
i really do love you, honey. don't you ever forget that.
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there are only 26 letters i can use
Fanfictionryan sends letters that brendon will never see. not until the end, not until ryan's free. you'll see the blossoming and the downfall of the relationship. heartbreak and love mixed into one. ☆short para☆ ☆lowercase intentional☆ ☆tw//sui, sh, ed☆
