Trainee {Hueningkai}

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POV Kai Kamal Huening

— Is she okay? — that was the first thing Beomgyu said when we got to the dorm after school

— Yeah, she's sleeping though she cried the whole way here and refused to tell us — Yeonjun said

— Beomgyu Hyung, did I do anything wrong — I asked Beomgyu

— No Kai, of course you didn't. She's just not really- —

— Happy — I didn't let him finish — I couldn't make her happier — I said, a tear escaping my eyes

— Kai, don't blame yourself cause thet wasn't your fault or any of ours — Beomgyu held my shoulders — Huening, do you remember how badly her classmates treat her, do you remember what Minji said about her family? Minji didn't lie. Her parents are never home, her sister always says she's busy just so that she doesn't have to deal with her and her brother treats her like she's trash. Don't blame yourself, blame them —

— I-is this about — Soobin paused — her arms. I-I though they were old and I believed when she told it was her cat — Soobin started to panic

— She doesn't have pets — Beomgyu answered — She's been cutting herself again, even though she promised me she would stop and talk when something was wrong — It was obvious Beomgyu wanted to cry as well but he tried his best to stay calm for his bestfriend but of course, everything gets noticed by Taehyun

— Beomgyu — He hugged him — Don't try to act tough, it's okay to cry when you're bestfriend goes through something like this — that was all Beomgyu needed to learn his head on Taehyun's shoulder and cry

— No, no, no I noticed this and didn't say anything —

— Soobin, don't panic okay. She's okay — Yeonjun sat beside Soobin, trying to calm him down. I decided to go to check on Jeena, but what I saw broke my heart. She was curled up in my bed crying, letting out little low sobs trying not to be heard. I hugging her

— Jeena —

— I'm such a problem — She hugged me back — If it wasn't for me Beomgyu wouldn't be crying or Soobin wouldn't be panicking. If it wasn't for me Taehyun and Yeonjun would be tearing up and — She paused — And you wouldn't feel hurt  — she cried

— Baby listen — I tried to talk

— I'm a bad girlfriend to you, I'm a bad friend to the guys —

— Baby, look at me — I held her cheek and wiped her tears away — We're just worried, nothing more. Don't blame yourself for it but still never ever do this again, if theres something bothering you come to me or the guys, we love you so much —

— Kai — she sobbed — I'm sorry. I couldn't take Minji's insult anymore —

— Don't worry baby, everything will be fine — I caressed her hair, her sobs slowly turning into soft sniffles as I feel her calm down and fall asleep. I covered her in the blankets and went back to the guys. Beomgyu was no longer crying but he was still holding onto Taehyun as if he was keeping him from falling apart, and Soobin had calmed down, his hands still covered his face but Yeonjun caressing his back and his occasional head kisses had calmed him down

— How is she? — Yeonjun asked

— She heard us, didn't she? — asked Beomgyu still holding onto Taehyun

— Yeah but she's fine now, she's just sleeping. I managed to calm her down a bit — I said

— She blamed herself, didn't she — Beomgyu asked

— Yeah —

Hi MOA I'm back, I hope you liked the chapter and thank you so much for reading this💛