Trainee {Hueningkai}

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(Please don't tell me I'm the only one who cried when she heard Yeonjun's cover)

POV Choi Yeonjun

— Jeena — I said as I entered the room — I know you're not asleep, can we talk — she slowly lifted the covers

— What's wrong — she asked

— Tell me what you're feeling, none of us want you to keep it to yourself. What triggered this to happen again — I asked

— There's this girl in my class who used to be my bestfriend so she knows all of this but she got jealous cause I always got Beomgyu's attention so she told everyone in the whole school about my cuts and suicidal thoughts and even made up lies so she could get people to hate me, and it just kept getting worse from then — she said

— And what about your family? Don't they help — she shook her head

— My parents are never home and when they actually are at home, they're fighting. My sister is always busy and my brother — She paused — Joseph hates me as well — she looked down

— Come here — I hugged her — You don't have to keep everything to yourself you know, we're here. Now come on let's get something to eat — I took her hand and softly pulled her towards me. We went to the livingroom where the others guys were waiting

— So Jeen, what should we eat? — asked Soobin

— I'll eat anything really? —

— How about we have pizza, from that place we user to order every time you came to visit when we were little — suggested Beomgyu and a small smile appeared on Jeena's face

— Yeah — she whispered but still loud enough for us to hear

— Alright, me and Beomgyu will go pick it up — Taehyun smiled

— I-I'm gonna go to the balcony for a bit — She said as she started walking towards the door, exiting the room

— What are we gonna do to cheer her up Hyung — Soobin asked me

— I don't know — I said as Kai started walking towards the balcony

POV Kai Kamal Huening

I back hugged my girlfriend as I see her staring outside from the balcony

— What are you thinking about — I asked her slowly reaching out to hold her hand

— Kamal I'm sorry — she looked down

— Why — I asked

— I know you think you did everything wrong and that you're a bad boyfriend but it's not your fault I'm like this — she turned around and hugged me — I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm the bad girlfriend —

— Jeena — I caressed her hair — I don't think you understand how much I love you or how many stupid things I'll do just to see you smile —

— Sometimes I wanna go back to Puerto  Rico with my grandmother and escape my problems, or just die so that nobody has to take care of me anymore — she whispered

— Don't say that — I held her tightly as tears started to fill my eyes — Dont say that again, I love you so much and I can't lose you — as those words left my mouth she started sobbing — In moments like those when tears fill you eyes, hold my hand tight — she looked up — Should we run away? —

— Those- those would be amazing lyrics for a song — She softly smiled

— Actually — I started thinking of a melody — You're right — I chuckled — So, should we run away? —

— I love you Kamal — She laughed

— I love you too — I said as I pressed my lips against hers, kissing her softly — You can always talk to us, you're not alone, we're here for you — I smiled

— Guys, pizza is here — We heard Taehyun's voice calling put to us

POV Jeena Lee/Lee Jeena

— Coming — Huening said as he held my hand dragging me towards the livingroom

— He hugged her all all to himself didn't he? — Beomgyu asked

— Gyu he's her boyfriend — Taehyun laughed

— Still, she's my bestfriend — Beomgyu pouted

— Let's just eat cause I don't wanna get murdered by a jealous Choi Beomgyu — Kai sat me down besides me still holding my hand. I suddenly felt my phone ring and picked it up without looking at the contact, knowing it's my family

— JEENA WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU BITCH — I heard my brother scream through the phone

— I'm- I'm with Beomgyu and some other friends I- —

— Friends? Yeah right. They're all boys aren't they? Listen to me Jeena Lee you're acting like a slut and you want me to treat you like my sister, please. You're a waste of money and space for my parents. If you wanna keep fucking around with those five fuck buddy's of yours that's fine but don't you ever come near this house again depressed bitch — my tears fell uncontrollably as I heard my brother's words

— Please stop — my voice came out in a whisper

— Damn, you want me to stop? You're the one who started cutting yourself because you couldn't handle a bit of pain — Joseph chuckled, Huening Kai was about to grab the phone from my hands but Beomgyu stopped him

— I'll do it, I know him and hearing a unfamiliar voice might make him scream at her even more — he said picking the phone from my hands — Can you shut the fuck up for a second Joseph and let YOUR SISTER talk — he said

— That attention seeking slut is not my fucking sister asshole, and look who's talking fuck buddy number one — he chuckled

— I think you made a mistake, you're calling your sister a slut and not your girlfriend which by now has slept with the entire Uni, boys and girls alike. Don't think I don't know that — Said Beomgyu in an amused tone

— You disrespectful son of a bitch —

— Bye Joseph — he hung up the phone looking at me, Kai tried hugging me but I just pushed him

— Jeena please, let me hold you — kai please while I just shook my head, getting up and running outside the dorm — Shit, that fucking asshole — kai said almost yelling and went outside looking for me the others following behind him

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