I call Max and he doesnt answer. Ight bitch. Fuck you too. I decide to call Mattia. Hes probably free. He answers on the second ring.
"Yo"
"Can I come over again?"
"Nah bitch, I got a bitty on the way and ya man ain't need no cock block" I roll my eyes.
"Please, no one wants to hangout with me"
"Ask Ale"
"Ale is annoying me right now"
"Look C, I love you I do, but I'm also horny, and I got a girl on the way. You can come over after she leaves."
"Fine" I sigh. "I've got something to tell you"
"Later C, tell me later, my hookup is here" before I can even respond he hangs up. Rude bitch.
I lay in my bed bored as hell. So I make a tiktok. Its just a dance one. When I get bored of scrolling on my fyp I lay on my bed and watch an episode of gossip girl. When I am partly through another episode my phone starts ringing.
"Sup dickhead" I say answering Mattia.
"Shes, gone, you can come over now"
"Ight bet, I'll be there in ten."
I grab my car keys and drive to Mattias.
"You said you had to tell me something." Mattia says as I walk into his room.
I lay on his bed next to him laying my head on his chest. Chill okay, me and Mattia are platonic as fuck. Just friends.
"What is it Cadence, spit it out."
"Me and Kai went to McDonald's" I say.
"You're fucking stupid Cadence. That's the dumbest thing. You built this up like it was so big"
"Hey, dont be rude. I'm just scared to tell you what happened.
"I'm sorry, what happened?"
"We uh- he, when. When we got in the car after we had a moment, um, we kissed."
"What" mattia says sitting up.
"We had a moment by the bathroom, but I broke it because I'm taken and hes talking to someone. But when we got in the car. He just kissed me." I say looking over at him.
"Wow, you okay. Was it good? I've been waiting for this" mattia says smiling.
"It was good, it was so good. But it was so wrong of us. I'm a cheater now." I say looking down.
"Max will understand C, you and Maximo will never work out."
"Hes a great guy though. Hes always been good to me. Hes treats me right. I cant believe I did that to him."
"Talk to him Cadence, he needs to know. And you need to be honest with yourself and the way you feel about kairi."
"You're right. I know you're right. Can we talk over here. I need moral support."
"Yeah, you can call him over"
I call max and he said he'll be over in no time. I feel really bad about this. So bad.
In 10 minutes theres a knock upstairs. My palms start sweating. Mattia Pat's my back seeing I'm nervous. "You'll be okay" he says going to let Max in.
"Hey baby" he says hugging me and kissing my cheek.
I look down and he notices. "Hey, what's wrong" he asks.
"I'm gonna go upstairs, get me if you need me okay?" Mattia says leaving to give us some space. I nod.
"What is it?" Maximo asks concerned.
"I really really care about you. You have been so good to me. I just, I cant give you what you deserve, because you deserve so much Max. But you need to find a girl, that will love you just as much as you love her. I think we both know that's not me."
"Its Kairi, isn't it?"
"Wha-how did you know?"
"You guys have alway had a connection. I love you Cadence. Get your man. I get it. We weren't meant to be and that's okay. Because I got to share this time with you. So thank you. You love Kairi, and you should be with him." He says hugging me. "I'll see you around" he says letting go and walking upstairs, and out of the house.
Mattia walked down and I sot on his bed. "Howd it go?"
"He was so understanding. Cool about it. He knew it was kai before I even told him. He encouraged me to go after Kairi."
"He really is a good guy, he'll find a girl who loves him and who isn't in love with someone else"
I just nod. It's silent until Mattia speaks up again. "So, what're you gonna do about Kai"
"Tell him how I feel I guess. Hope it doesn't ruin anything friendship wise, and yknow, let it be what it is. See what happens."
"When are you gonna talk to him"
"Probably tomorrow, if he ever isn't with celia. And, if he isn't dating Celia by then" I say looking at Mattia.
"He isn't gonna be" Mattia says looking up from his phone.
"How do you know that though?"
He shows me his messages with Kairi
Dworf Rat🐀
I kissed her dude I fucking
kissed her. Right before I
picked up another girl,
I kissed her
Me
She told me, what's gonna
happen between you two?
Dworf Rat🐀
Idk man, I think I like her
like alot but I'm talking to
Celia, but Cadence man she
makes me happy, idk
Me
Do you feel happy around
Celia, the way you do with C
Dworf Rat🐀
She makes me laugh but its
not the same as it is with C,
I'm not as happy as I am when
I'm around Cadence
Me
I think the answer is pretty
clear Kai, but this is up to you
just dont break her heart, shes
our bestfriend, no matter who
you decide to be with in the end
I give Mattia his phone back. "What if he chooses her?"
"Then you move on, find someone new."
"And how will Celia feel if he chooses me?"
"She'll be hurt. Like Max probably is. But she'll move on, find someone new"
I hug Mattia and lay down on the extra mattress in his room. "Thank you for being there for me, appreciate it ugly" I say smiling and falling asleep.
