Just Listen ➳ Jikook ✔

[07] Kunpimook Bhuwakul

A/N: That's BamBam for anyone who doesn't really know Got7 that well.

Jungkook's POV:

Jimin and I walked to the soccer field, and I sat him down on the bleachers before going to the locker room. I didn't see Yugyeom or Christopher Bang, which was weird, but I saw BamBam.

I finished getting ready and looked at him. We made eye contact for a split second, but he just shook his head and walked out.

What happened to him?

Maybe it was because I wasn't hanging out with them anymore, but it had only been three days. I didn't think they would be that upset about it.

We had been practicing for a half an hour, with me looking up every few seconds to make sure Jimin was okay. I just gave him my phone and he was currently listening to music on my phone until I was done with practice.

Well, one of the times that I looked up at Jimin, whoever had the ball apparently didn't see me and ran right into me, causing both of us to fall to the ground.

"Yah, watch out Jeon!" He yelled. I stood up and saw BamBam standing there wearing the coldest expression I'd ever seen on him. What in the hell was his problem today? "We're gonna lose the next game because of you and I know it. Just quit the team now." He started walking away, but my words stopped him.

"What did I do to you?! Why are you so cold all of a sudden?! You were always the upbeat, happy one. What happened to the BamBam I used to know?"

"Things changed," he whispered, his back still facing me as our coach and the entire team watched us have a blowout.

"Nothing changed. I still love you like a brother, Kunpimook. I still love you, and as long as you hate me for whatever reason, I will not stop telling you that."

He turned to face me with teary eyes, and I felt myself on the verge of tears as well. "Bang Chan and Yugyeom are gone." I gasped. "They moved to Sydney with Bang's family." His lip was quivering and his voice was shaking, making the situation even sadder. "They were deciding about leaving yesterday, and when you were ignoring us at school yesterday, they left. They thought the group was over."

I didn't think something like this would happen just because I stopped hanging out with them. I didn't really think it was my fault either though. I looked up into the bleachers and saw Jimin still chilling out, and I looked around at my teammates who were confused by what just happened.

I felt dizzy, and I kept spinning around, looking at all of them, knowing that Bang Chan and Yugyeom weren't out here with us, knowing that they weren't here with us. I was almost panicking, feeling like it was definitely my fault they left.

I kept whispering things under my breath about how stupid I was, and how I was a horrible person for making them leave. Hearing BamBam's voice didn't help either because it just made me remember what happend and think more horribly of myself.

"Jungkook, calm down. Are you okay?" He asked, trying to sooth me, but it didn't help. I was getting dizzier by the second, and soon enough, I fell to the ground unconscious.

*Ten minutes later*

Third person's POV:

One of their other teammates carried Jungkook to the nurse, and BamBam got Jimin so they could go too.

"He has severe anxiety that only acts up when he's super upset. I was yelling at him on the field, and I scold him a lot, but it's never gotten this bad to the point where he passed out," BamBam explained to the nurse. Jimin was sitting on the bed Jungkook was unconscious on, holding his hand tightly.

"Anxiety attacks can't really make you pass out. You said he was restless, sweating a lot and saying bad things about him under his breath?" The nurse asked and BamBam nodded. "Then he was having an attack at that moment. If he started saying negative things under his breath, that could've triggered the attack. If he felt like he was the reason why your friends left the school, that could've made him feel pain and guilt. The attack actually stressed him out to the point where he fainted. Like I said, you can't pass out from an anxiety attack, but it is actually possible to pass out from too much stress."

Jimin was, to his surprise, scared for Jungkook. He didn't know everything about stress and anxiety, so he was terrified for the only boy at the school that was nice to him. He still held Jungkook's hand and laid his upper body down sideways so his head was resting just above the younger boy's waist.

While talking to the nurse, BamBam noticed what Jimin was doing and smiled. He would've been jealous of someone else being with Jungkook, but he knew that his friend deserved someone who would be good to him.

He wouldn't protest, and he wouldn't fight with Jungkook for hanging out with somone instead of him. He was gonna go with Bang Chan and Yugyeom, but he stayed behind to make sure Jungkook had someone to take care of him. He only started that argument to try to get Jungkook to figure out that he should have better friends than Taehyung, Taeyong, and Ten. He didn't mean for all of this to happen.

BamBam lived in an abusive home, and if he moved to Sydney with his other two friends, he would finally get away from that.

Now that he knew Jungkook was gonna have a nice friend and be happy, he could finally leave the hellhole he lived in. For the small amount of time Jungkook and Jimin had known each other, BamBam knew that they were gonna be best friends.

BamBam could now finally go find his own Jimin.

A/N: IMPORTANT!! Okay, so I decided to start writing a new fan fiction. Since I'm writing that, updates for this story will be a little slower than usual. It might take me a few days to update unless I just do shorter chapters to get them out quicker.