Marsha's POV
People said, when two peoples are meant to be together they will always find a way back to each other no matter how long, how hard or how complicated it is. But why if two peoples that actually feels like they're meant for each other are separated? why if one of them already have someone else? And why if they're avoiding each other? That's exactly what happen with me right now
I used to hang out with Zayn Malik from One Direction. Yes, and i'm not lying. But it's a little secret that just a couple of persons know, i didn't just hang out with him.. We were dating. And not literally dating because we're keeping it as a secret and to cover it all from the public we ask a girl to be Zayn's fake girlfriend. At first i agree because he said that it's all for my secureness but then i found out that Zayn is way too carried away by the circumstances. He cheated on me. Just don't ask what happen because it will bring back too much memories
Now, i get along pretty well with Louis who has always been my best friend since i met him 3 years ago. I still meet Zayn but we don't talk, whenever he tried to say a word i abandon him. Does he know what hurt is? And day by day he give up to try his effort to talk to me and whenever we're in the same room, we stay in silence. Am i still in love with him? I don't know, it's all too complicated i can't even figure it out. I wonder if he still have feelings for me? But i bet he doesn't, after all the failure of his effort i think he just trying to let me forgive him. I already forgave him but i still don't want to remember the memories again. It has too much pressure
"Hey! How you doin?" Louis interrupting my thought, nudging my right shoulder "never been better" i said clearing my thought from Zayn "well, I wonder if you could come to mine and the boys' celebration party in our house tonight?" i froze, mentioning the boys sending goose bumps to my body "sorry but i think i can't make it tonight" "what? Why?" he said showing his disappointment, i take a deep breath "i just couldn't make it, i think i'm sick" i lied, i know Louis can tell that i'm lying so easily but i just not in the mood to see Zayn's figure "umm i guess i understand" he said smiling at me and about to leave but before he opened my room's door he stood there looking at me one more time "be ready at 7" he said winking at me and leave.
Well, i should've known that i'm a horrid liar right? I took a glimpse at my wall clock it's 3 in the afternoon, i'm walking to my wardrobe trying to find a good clothes for tonight. I know whatever is my reason to not coming to the boys' party, Louis will come to pick me up and carrying me to their house. If i have to do something with Zayn or facing Zayn's and Mine awkward moment, i'll kill Louis for sure. I finally found a floral jumpsuit, i didn't bother to wear shorts tonight. I take a bath, changing my clothes, and pulling my hair into a messy bun. I'm sort of a dont-care-what-i-wear person so i grab my bag and charging my phone then i wait and wait until Louis finally texted me
Gurl, i'll be there in 30 sec you better be ready or you'll be Niall's Dinner tonight. I don't need a no, it's our celebration party!! -Lou eeh x
I take off my phone from the charger and putting it inside my bag, i talk to my mum for awhile until i hear a car horn beeping outside of my house then i go straight to the car. It was exactly what i'm afraid of, the car is the boys' car that actually a van and definitely all of them are in the van. I made my path to the car nervously and then 4 good looking boys grinned at me as i opened the van door. Wait, Four? Where is the fifth? Louis? Check. Liam? Check. Niall? Check. Harry? Check. Zayn? Yes he's not here i'm safe all the way!
"hey marshieee!" Louis pulling me into a hug as i take a seat beside him. I smiled and hug him back "why are you so quiet today?" he said raising one of his eyebrows "nope, i told ya that i'm sick right? That's all the matter" "so typical, i truthfully don't believe you. You should pick another lies next time" he says showing his sassy side, i laughed "well i better be" i said then we talk several times with the others too, as far as i heard Zayn isn't be able to be here because he's preparing the party at home. Huh i'm tottaly safe... For awhile. But there's something attracting me, the way Louis talk to me, the way he stared at me it feels like he is flirting with me and i'm not really comfortable with that, i don't know but it just don't feel right.
