ℌ𝔬𝔴 𝔱𝔬 𝔰𝔲𝔯𝔳𝔦𝔳𝔢 𝔇𝔢𝔳𝔦𝔩𝔡𝔬𝔪

00 - Prologue

'Twas a warm and nice day outside, but you were stuck in your room rummaging your thoughts. Between ever so happy you are attending the university of your dreams in a few days and being absolutely sulky about the break up you just had.

"Well, he was never truly yours, right silly?" You say to yourself while withdrawing from the window just to plop on the bed after watching him walk away from your house.

You had a best friend since kindergarten and in your teen years you so happen to fall in love with him. You always knew it was one-sided as you were the weird girl nobody wanted to be near and he was the heartrobber and handsome jock everyone loosed their minds for.

Yet you remained as friends, just not in the sight of others, of course. He would always come to you asking for help with the homework and in your later teen years some others special favors, yes... Now that you think about it you realize how dumb you were for being the second choice of someone you settled as high priority.

"I guess letting your heart decide alone is never the best option. Why was I so blind by that I wouldn't use my brain?" you mumble while closing your eyes and feeling a pang in your chest area. As you found yourself in the verge of tears you place your hand on your chest to ease the pain now installed within the muscles of your heart and promise to yourself never being this fool for anybody ever again.

You deeply inhale the lavender candle you lit in hopes the fragrance will bring some sort of calmness, you chant the words like a spell, still with your eyes closed marking this moment so you never forget and betray your future self.

"This girl shall only give herself for whomever treats her as the one true Queen, accepting less is not an option." you kept whispering those words in order to make this as a standard, a rule and a truth for you.

With that you drifted to dreamland in order to escape the hash reality this warm afternoon brought to you.