I'm such a fucking idiot, why did I think he would love me. Why did I lie to myself saying he did? I was just another Fuck toy for him, but I don't blame him I wouldn't love me either. ______________________________________
No, no this isn't happening.....I god why did....I....?
"FUCK!" I screamed into the empty apartment.
I love him, yet I fucked some bitch. He probably hates me. No no, shouta not like that! If I explained it to him, he would have to forgive me!
He knows it's 'illogical' to blame me! I was drunk! And...and.....Fuck...and nothing. Being drunk isn't a excuse, this is my fault....I deserve this, I deserve him to hate me.
I miss him so much...wait that's it! I will just have to show him I love him, and no one else! Yes! That's perfect!
My kitty...my lovely shouta....I love him so much! I should honestly kill that bitch for this. For trying to ruin my relationship!
Mabey....she planned this! Mabey she's trying to take him from me! She is trying to ruin my relationship with him! So he wouldn't be here!
No No no! I won't let her! He is mine! Mine alone, I'll kill anyone who tries to take him away! But that witch has tainted his mind!
He thinks I'm a monster, who doesn't love him! No! I do I love him! I need to make him believe! And I know just how...
______________________________________I was awoken to a frantic knock on my door. I sat up and rubbed my eyes, then being sore from my crying.
I walked towards the door and opend it. My eyes widens when I saw Hizashi, I scowld and went to shut the door.
His foot stopped me, and opend the door and quickly embraced me, I try and push him off. But his grip tightening as he kept apologizing.
"Shouta! I'm so sorry! That...that bitch tried to sepperate us! I won't let her! I love you so much shouta! I will spend every waking moment reminding you that!" He cried, I scoffed.
"You...you cheated on me! Hizashi that was no ones fault but your own! I...you hurt me Hizashi....I don't think I could ever forgive you..." I whispered as I pushed him off of me.
Hizashi eyes looked crazed as he shook his head. He pushed me against the wall and hugged me again.
"No shouta! Don't believe her lies! She is trying to tare us apart!" He yelled angrily.
"You....your fucking crazy! Hizashi I thank it's time you left..." I said before hissing as something stabbed my neck.
"Dont worry shouta! I will fix you!" He said as I slipped into unconscious.
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