𝓢𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓲𝓹𝓲𝓽𝔂 (Book 1 Soulmate Series) *Ongoing*

JUST ONE DAY

Time for me was still, for everyone else however nothing changed. The boys came to visit more often up until they released me. I went back to the hotel room a few days after finding out Jimin didn't remember me. I walked into our room that we once shared. The mixed smell of vanilla and flowery perfumes made me tear up. It smelled like US. I sank down to the floor and just couldn't bring myself to move any further. I felt empty like all the life was drained out of me and into Jimin. He took all my love, all my emotions and kept them for himself. All i could do was cry, sitting there pressed up against the wall just barely making it into the room. I couldn't even begin to think about this whole situation.

Jimin didn't remember me and with that single thought i just kept feeling a stabbing pang in my chest. The ability to breathe was becoming a burden and rather difficult. I felt a constant heaviness on my chest. There was only a few other people I could talk to about all this outside of BTS. The boys were dealing with enough stress being short a member, I didn't want them worrying about me too. I kept up the smile and facade I seemed to carry on my face often.

I leaned my head back against the wall as the tears silently rolled down the sides of my face. I took the phone out of my pocket and scrolled through my contacts. I rarely had the opportunity to talk to my best friends but Nari was in class right now and the only one available was Bora. I pressed on her name and waited for her to pick up. The phone kept ringing and I was just about to give up and assume she was busy, she finally answered.

"Hello?"

I smiled through my pain and tears, she could always tell from my voice when I was upset and I didn't wanna let her know yet. "Heyyy how's it going? How are you?" I paused while I waited for her response.

She sighed heavily before she replied, "I'm fine." Something about the way she said it felt..off. I don't know what was really going on with her but it felt wrong.

"Is something wrong? Are you really okay?"

"Yeah, I said I'm fine. I've had a hard time lately but I have people that are helping me get through it." She was lying, I could tell just by the way she phrased it. She never told me what was really going on even though I made it clear many times that I was there for her. I decided not to push it. "How have you been though? How's Jimin?"

My breathe caught in my throat as a fresh new wave of tears threatened to pour down my face. I swallowed and took a long deep silent breath. "He's doing just fine. He had his first performance a few days ago. He's just resting now." I wiped the new tears that ran away from my eyes. Technically I wasn't lying to her. I was just not telling her the full truth. To be fair she was doing the same thing to me.

"That good I'm glad you're happy and having the time of your life." I felt the eye roll behind the words and I knew she was suppressing her sarcasm.

"Bora is something wrong? Did I say something to upset you?" She scoffed lowly to herself as if I didn't hear her.

"No."

"Look I have something to tell you. I've been going through a very hard time lately and could honestly use some girl talk. So Jimin is hurt...and it's cause of me. It's all my fault.." I sobbed low, trying my best to maintain my bearing. "We tethered and.. he took a lot of it. He-He was in a coma for a few days. I-I had a dream that he left. He left me there.. all alone. He chose to forget me and I thought it was just a dream. That he was... joking around. I didn't know, I swear I didn't know he would actually do it.." Sobs raking through my body as I cried uncontrollably.

"What do you mean? Slow down what happened?" She sounded worried but I couldn't comprehend if it was real concern or fake.

"He doesn't remember me. He made himself forget me. I showed him videos and pictures and he just.. I don't even know. It's all my fault Bora it's all on me. I did this to him. I shouldn't of hesitated. What am I gonna do?" I sat there with my knees pressed close to my chest and tear stained cheeks. I waited for her response. Waited for her to tell me that I was overreacting and that I was being drama. That everything would be alright.