𝓢𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓲𝓹𝓲𝓽𝔂 (Book 1 Soulmate Series) *Ongoing*

REFLECTION

I was numb.

I didn't know what to feel like. 

The warmth of Jimin's hand on my forearm was the only feeling i could understand. He rubbed his thumb on me in soothing circles as he whispered in my ear. "I'm sorry i left. I should've stayed here with you. I won't ever leave your side again babe." He gently kissed the side of my head as i zoned out. I wasn't thinking i wasn't reacting to anyone. Security tried to talk to me and find out what happened. They had handcuffed the culprits as they sat by the door on the floor. I glanced over at them as they sat there. I look at this girl, this girl that thought she was all that. She thought she could break me, make Jimin leave me. I got up from the bed my body disobeying me as i took a the few strides and crossed the room. As the grey settled back into my vision i stopped in front of her.

I crouched down in front of the girl, "How doe it feel being on the other end of this?" She tilted her head and squinted her eyes at me. I reached over and tucked her stray hair behind her ear. She tried to pull away from my touch, i clutched her chin in between my thumb and pointer finger. "You thought you could tear me down huh? Make it so Jimin would leave me, hmm?" She went to spit in my face but i squeezed her cheeks in my hand before she could. She looked like a gaping fish. I laughed a little to low so it came out like an evil laugh, "You really thought you'd win?"

"Of courthh i did bitthh. Jiminn deserffs bether." I leaned down closer to her face.

"Who's better for Jimin.. you? Oh honey y'know we can't have that, now can we?" I pushed her face away from me and stood up. My gaze never leaving her face, "Security.." One of the guys walked over to me. "Yes Ms. Byeol, what can i help you with?" I looked down at her pathetic state, "Be an angel and take them out of here. We have a concert to get ready for." 

I flipped around and walked over to Jimin, slowly reaching up to his worry filled face. As my fingers brushed his skin the world lit up and i smiled. He looked down at me. He already has his contacts in and the way his face relaxed against my touch made my heart jump. The worry never left his eyes, "Byeol.." I stepped closer to his as he placed his hands on my waist. "I could of lost you..I-" He buried his face into my touch making his hair fall into his face. "I-I don't know what i'd do without you." 

He looked at me and i realized he started tearing up. I grabbed his face in my hand, "Jimin, no don't cry." His face seemed to collapse into itself and a tear fell down his cheek slowly. "ARMYs little Mochi not supposed to cry." A laugh escaped his mouth as he looked at me. I wiped away his tears with my thumbs. 

The world was non-existent at this point and all i could focus on was Jimin. He enveloped me in his arms and kissed me. The fire kicked up in my chest and the door was back. I still didn't understand the purpose of this door. 

I reached the knob and turned it, i opened the door to a beautiful meadow. I walked towards the flower meadow but as i stepped through the door everything went grey. The trees were dull and the meadow lost its beauty. I wandered around, feeling the breeze on my skin as if i was there. I looked up at the cloud filled sky and the rays of white streaking from the sun. I was walking towards the center of the flowers, when i felt the familiar magnetic pull. I stopped dead in my tracks and glanced around me. As i turned around the world slowed, a person was standing directly behind me at the edge of the meadow. I scrunched my nose as i squinted to get a clearer picture of who it was. My gut told me it was Jimin but i wanted to be sure. 

The breeze seemed to of jostled his hair ever so slightly. My feet began to move before my mind comprehended. I broke out in a full sprint towards him. "Jimin!" I yelled at the top of my lungs as i ran like hell towards him. The smile on my face hurting my cheeks, the feelings i had been hiding, surfacing as i saw him. His back was to me and his earrings dangling and swaying with the breeze. "Jimin!" I was getting close to him and i just wanted to hold him in my arms and tell him how i felt about him. I knew what my feelings were, clear as day i didn't love him like a fan did. I loved him cause he was him. He was cute, funny, caring, and protective. He was so many things and i loved him. I reached out for him as i got close to him, "Jimin I Lo-". 

The burn was back on our touching skin and i pulled away so fast. I leaned against the conjoined door frame, brushing my fingers across my lips as the burning feeling subsided. "Jimin? Did you hear.. what i said to you. Did you go to the meadow too." He looked at me his eyes lighting up as he recognized what i was talking about. I pushed myself off the door frame as RM and Jin rushed into the room. 

Jin scooped me up in his arms and hugged me like a stuffed animal, "Oh my god Byeol you're okay thank goodness." I peeked over Jin's shoulder since he had to kind of lean down to hug me and i saw RM followed by Hobi. They had gathered around me for a massive group hug. 

"I'm fine you guys c'mon you all need to get ready to go. You need to warm up and do soundcheck." I managed to calm them down and get them off me. I somehow convinced them to start heading downstairs. Jimin walked hand in hand with me to the van after i decided to change and hide my forming bruises. 

"Are you sure you want to come with us?" I looked over at him.

"You telling me you'd be comfortable leaving me here by myself."

"No. I'd stay here with you." I stopped and turned to him.

"Jimin are you crazy? You can't just NOT show up to the concert. ARMY would be concerned and also most likely i would get the backlash." He pulled me close to him and nuzzled his nose in the nook of my neck. 

"I just want to do what makes you happy."

"Go to the concert, perform your heart out like you always do and make ARMY happy. THAT is what's going to make me happy." He brushed his lips across my bottom lip, i felt a tingle of electricity shoot down my back. I held my breath as i felt one of his hands gently brush my skin along my jaw. A shiver ran through my body. Jimin has never acted this way with me before. It was so out of nowhere. I slowly backed up into the elevator as the doors opened. His hand never leaving my skin.

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Oop.. Do i feel bad leaving yall like this....nahhh. hahaha i'll post another chapter soon. Maybe today.