pleasures // casey x izzie

sam;ch5

5am, izzie was just waking up, the sound of her brothers running around and her dad yelling at them. as she got up, struck with a feeling of dizziness, she balanced herself and started her routine for school mornings.
today she was feeling more positive. she'd decided she was gonna show up at casey's house.
"izzie, hun, there's no school today!" she looked down the stairs to see her dad, being trampled by her brothers. izzie just nodded, closing the bathroom door and sighing.
she decided to just straight up ask her dad to go to casey's to study. she thought he might say yeah because it's for school, but boy was she wrong.
"you think after what you did i'll let you out again? you're wrong." he said sternly, gripping izzies wrist. she didn't know why he hated her, got mad at her for the littlest things.
she devised another plan, sneaking out. she's never snuck out, nor thought of doing such a thing, but she just wanted to see casey. she felt like casey was different from everyone else, she felt free with her.
maybe when everyone goes to sleep tonight, she could replace herself with a teddy bear and trick her dad. maybe she could sneak out of the window, or risk waking her dad and go out the front. window it was.
she smiled to herself, even if it was for a few hours she finally got to see casey.
for now, she should start her day.
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4pm, casey was still lying in bed, sprawled out across the covers.
"are you ever going to stand up?" sam said awkwardly. casey just shook her head slowly.
"nothing to do here." she said in a sad, low tone.
"what's wrong?"
"i'm so bored, dude." she said with a frown.
"well, we could do a puzzle together. or you could model so i can sketch you and your penguin shirt." he said happily, but none of those things interested her.
"bug off, sam." she said annoyed, sam shuffled out of her room, deciding he would come back later when casey wasn't grumpy.
'might as well be miserable watching icarly instead of being miserable and bored' she said to herself.
     she switched her laptop on, instagram flashing bright from when she was last using it. she looked at the search button, thinking of izzie. one little look at her profile isn't bad, right? maybe she'll follow her too. maybe.
     she looked up izzies school name, going to the people the page was following and looking up izzie. a few people popped up, but she knew which one was the one she was looking for.
     "woah," casey mumbled, seeing the high follower count and the high quality pictures. she was intrigued, she looked at every picture on her page as there was only 15 posts. stunning pictures of her, half of the posts have over 1,000 comments complimenting her. imagine having this life.
     she felt like a loser, only having 400 followers and getting 50-100 likes on each posts with a few comments. how could izzie stand such a loser?
     she clicked off of instagram, swapping to an illegal website and putting icarly on.
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     it was now 7pm, everyone was starting to settle down, off doing their own things. casey was still sitting on her ass, watching nickelodeon shows.
     "casey!" she heard her mom yell,
     "what?!" she said, ripping her headphones off her head.
     "you've got a guest!"
     casey ran downstairs, excited to see who she thought was evan. she approached the door, her mom stepping out of her way to reveal izzie.
     casey's heart dropped, her stomach beaming with excitement.
     "surprise?" izzie said after a few moments of silence. she saw casey charging toward her, giving her a smooth hug.
     "i was hoping you'd show up." casey said softly, realizing her slight soft spot for the girl. izzie just blushed and kept quiet, sinking into the hug. after a few moments, they both pulled away.
     "let's go up to my room." casey says, snapping back to reality. they both climb up the stairs, both stepping into casey's room.
     "i don't know how long i can stay," izzie says.
     "how'd you get here?"
     "i rode my bike. no one knows, they're all getting ready for bed."
     "shit, you could stay until 11 or 12."
     "1?" izzie asks. casey just nods, grinning.
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     an hour later, they ended up sitting next to each other in casey's bed, watching what's eating gilbert grape.
     they were both sat up, the laptop sitting between them.
     "do you believe in true love?" izzie asks as a scene of gilbert and his lover.
     "maybe." casey asks, not sure about the topic. "why do you ask?"
     "just wondering." izzie says.
     casey nods, looking over at izzie. she was just as beautiful in real life as she was in her pictures. everything was perfect about her. casey found herself lost in her thoughts, staring at izzie, admiring how soft her hair looked, how soft her lips would feel.
     but evan.. casey said, confusion taking over her thoughts. she decided maybe this just happens with best friends, she wasn't sure. all she was sure of is that she really wanted izzie.
     she didn't know why, she didn't know anything at all. she's never felt an attraction like this, let alone over a girl.
     casey mindlessly put her hand over izzies, giving it a light squeeze. izzies face was shocked at first, but gave in, locking fingers with casey. all they both could do was sit there, awkwardly holding hands and clearly being nervous.
     until izzie was done of the awkwardness, deciding to make a move back. she scooted closet to casey, leaning her head on her shoulder. she felt casey wrap her arm around her securely. izzies stomach erupted with butterflies, she's never felt this with any boy she's liked. she's never felt this with a girl especially either.
     they were both confused about these new feelings, but wanted to explore them.
     "are we really gonna do this?" casey said as they both stared at each other. it was so cliche, casey wanted to barf. but in a good way.
     "do you want to?" izzie asked
     "i don't know."
     izzie decided to take that as a yes, leaning in. casey felt her lips tingle as izzies lips brushed up against hers, she couldn't take it anymore. she pulled the smaller girl close to her, roughly kissing her. it was the most intimate, passionate and lustful kiss izzie has ever experienced. their hands were tangled in each other's hair, izzie now sat on casey's lap.
     she felt casey's hand go up the back of her shirt, her fingernails grazing her skin. she felt goosebumps all over, casey smiling into the kiss.
     as casey went to unhook izzies bra strap, izzie pulled away.
     "wait!" she said, looking at casey's confused expression.
     "what is it?"
     "i'm not ready for that." izzie said, cautiously.
     "o-oh, no no no i'm sorry, i understand." casey said frantically, slightly out of breath still.
     izzie climbed off her lap, making her and casey lie down. "it's okay," izzie said as casey held her, they were both still confused, but ignored the feelings and just spent the time they had together.
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    "bye," casey said, giving izzie a quick kiss on the cheek. izzie rode off, casey watching her until she was out of sight.
     i cant believe that just happened. casey said, getting emotional. how could she do that? how could she do that to evan? she sobbed, overwhelmed about what to do. she can't live with herself like this.

sorry for the long wait, had to get some things done:-) also, this was rushed so my apologies for any mistakes