Our Version of Parenting

Oh Fuck

Brielle's pov
So it's been a week since the festival and starting yesterday I've puked in the mornings. Well fuck, what did I eat? Did Lydia not cook the chicken enough? Is it food poisoning? Do I have the flu? I went to the doctors, and Jeno still has no idea what is happening to me.

I called Lydia and asked her if she cooked the chicken fully,"Yeah, it's cooked all the way through. Why you asking, what's wrong?" A frown appeared on my face, "well it's just that yesterday and today when I woke up, I've been throwing up. And Jeno doesn't know anything, I'm just worried I'm sick." She giggled,"Are you sure you're not pregnant? Why don't you take a test, you did leave early to fuck after the festival." Panic ran through my whole body she then proceed to ask " Did Jeno use a condom?" A huge blush spread across my face, then the realization hit me." No I don't think so, but I'm on birth control." "Birth control doesn't always work, Bri." Oh fuck.

I make it to the doctors office and they check me for any illness after I told them what was wrong, the said all the tests came back negative, and asked for me to take a pregnancy test. Once I took the test I set up my camera and explained to the camera what  has been happening to me, I explained that I had already taken the test and was waiting for results. I waited and waited, Jeno asked if I was ok about 12 times before I finally got the results. "HOLY SHIT!" I exclaimed.

I'm pregnant, and my birth control didn't work, oh fuck,oh shit. What am I going to do? Tears ran down my face and my voice was shaking as I asked Jeno to come in the bathroom with me. I unlocked the door, and he walked in, he noticed the camera and his first reaction was "Is this some prank video?" My words were wobbly as I spoke "No,JenJen, I'm pregnant. I'm really pregnant, with our baby."

A huge smile crept up on his face, " Are you serious?" I nodded a yes. " This is amazing! I'm gonna be a dad! Holy shit I'm gonna be a dad!" I looked up at Jeno, " So you're not mad?" He shook his head no," How could I be mad, I'm gonna be a father, thank you Brielle." He hugged me tight and I relived sigh left my lungs.

And then we cut the camera and brought it to the living room, we bought our own house 3 days ago and now we are settled in, we set the camera up and explained in more detail what was happening, and then we talked about telling everyone, I knew that we would have to tell our parents first, then our siblings. Then finally our friends, I know I'm telling Lydia and Jisung first but who next?

We decided on telling, Jaemin and Kim, then jam and Renjun, and finally Olivia and Chenle. We will tell Mark and Hyuck soon enough, but Mark will have to find out when he leaves jail.  Olivia didn't press charges so he should be out within the next five years.

" So we are having a kid huh, well, you're gonna be a great dad." "Thank you baby, You're gonna be the best mom ever." A soft giggle left my lips, as I cuddled into his embrace. For once something that I once thought would be horrible and it ended up completely, absolutely perfect.