Athenas Alpha

Tell me what to do

Harrison POV

Today for the first time Athena looked at me like she was afraid of me, or what I would say to her. I could never hate or be disgusted by her, but I am disgusted by her parents mad an body who let this happen. Before she came into my office, I was making some phone calls to find out who her father was. Every time I thought about what happened to her I almost lost control. I wanted to make everything better for her but I don't think that I can. For the first time I felt like I can't make her fully satisfied.

We waited six months before we had sex and I never felt like I couldn't satisfy her the way that I do now. Right now, we were laying on our bed I didn't even know if I could hold her. She released a breath before getting up and walking out of the room. Getting up I followed her out of the room following her out of the door. I didn't even realize that she had grabbed her jacket until she ran into the trees towards the pack hous. Shaking my head I chase her through the trees and because of my advanced speed I catch her in seconds.

"Where the fuck are you going?" I scream at her grabbing her by the waist. By now my eyes had adjusted to the darkness and all I saw and felt was pain.

"I can't be here anymore." She whispered looking away from me into the darkness.

"What the hell do you mean you can't be here?" I ask stepping closer to her. A crippling pain moved through my body at the thought of her leaving me.

"I can't be with you if you are going to treat me like I am some monster. You haven't treated me like your romantic partner since I told you what happened to me when I was younger... If I wanted to be treated like an alien I would move back to where I grew up for all of that." She was breathing hard at this point and her eyes were full of tears. "I can't be in a relationship that make me feel like this. I'm sorry." Her heart was beating fast and tears was streaming down her face.

She brings her hands up to cover her face as she wipe away her tears with her thumbs. Grabbing her arms I pull her towards me wrapping her in my arms.

"I just feel like, I don't want to hurt you anymore than you already are. I just feel like I can't comfort you with this. It's just I feel like I don't know what to do and as an Alpha I don't like it and I am not being a good mate. I am sorry, just tell me what to do, please just tell me what to do." Burying her head into my chest she released a train a sobs.

Picking her up I carried her back to the house sitting us on the couch running my hands through her hair until she fell asleep. Her head laid on my shoulder as her legs draped over my lap while her arms hugged loosely around my torso.

Smiling I carry her up to bed so she doesn't get a cramp in her back. Tucking her in I kiss he forehead before getting under the covers pulling her into me. I fell asleep with her in my arms for the first time in the past few years. Somehow by the time I fell asleep her legs were draped over mine and her arms around my neck.