My dark-haired prince (Loki Laufeyson&Tom Hiddleston x one shot)

Confession (Loki x reader) pt.2

Part2 is here! Please enjoy!

Apologies for any error and typos

Third person pov.

You have been physically involved with Loki for about three weeks now, it's either you sneaking into his room at night, stolen kisses during your duty or just innocent touches. 

One day you woke up in the morning, head against Loki's bare chest, whose still sleeping soundly. You carefully slid yourself out of the long arms that tightly wrapped around your waist, put on your silk robe and tip-toed to the balcony. 

You pushed open the massive French windows, made sure not to make a sound. You wanted Loki to get as much sleep as he can as he has worked up quite a sweat last night and still needs to attend his duties during the day. You smiled to yourself at the thought of that. 

Soon you realised the thin silky fabric wasn't going to protect your bare body from the chilly wind in the morning, but you didn't want to go in. The comfortable warmth inside will just make you dizzy and sleepy, you wanted to stay focused and keep you mind sharp right now. 

You looked into the distance where the paint of sun has spilled all over the clouds, soaking them in the dye of nature. You eyes followed the gradient of colours from the lightest tint of yellow that gradually became more and more intense to the blazing tip of the sun that was blinding you eyes. 

You closed them and thought to yourself, does sunrise look as beautiful as this in Midgard ? You've never really seen sunrise when you were in Midgard, you didn't appreciate things like that back then, when you had the opportunity to share all this with your family. You were saddened by the thought. 

The weight on your shoulders that felt like a blanket caused you to open your eyes again. You turned your head around and saw a still sleepy Loki looking at you with affection but is laced with concern due to the abnormality of your routine today, as he's normally the one to wake up first and shower you with kisses to wake you up.

"You didn't think I wouldn't notice the absence of your body right?"he joked. 

You only absent-mindedly smiled at his comment. 

"Love, are you alright? " he asked, the smirk on his face faded only to be replaced by a thick layer of concern .

"Yeah? No, I'm alright." you mumbled. 

Loki put his hands on your arms and gently spun you around to face him. "Darling what is it?" After a moment of silence, "You know you can tell me anything right?" he added.

You signed, better tell him now than have him finding it out in some other way. Ok, here goes nothing.

"Loki, what I'm about to tell you, is something that I've never told anybody else. And it's something very secretive that I'm don't enjoy telling others.

But since we trust each, I'm going to tell you. If you don't want to do this anymore... I can understand. "

"Darling no matter what is it, I'm going to stay with you forever."

"Wow, forever is a long time," you said to him. Hoping to lighten the mood before bringing up the big secret. But Loki only shrugged, and you realised he was very serious about it. 

"Loki...look... I'm not strictly speaking an Asgardian...I'm actually a midgardian... and I miss living in Midgard a lot" you confessed, not daring to look him in the eyes.  

But what he did afterwards gave you a big shock and relief. He put a finger underneath your chin and kissed you with so much passion and love that really got you a bit overwhelmed. You have never experienced this kind of love in your life, and frankly speaking this massive wave of emotion that suddenly came over him got you a bit scared and very confused.

He pulled away and stared into your soul, then he uttered those words, "I love you."

Present:

Y/n's pov.

What? Is he being serious right now? He loves me? I just revealed my most vulnerable side to him and he's confessing his love for me? We have never used the word love before during our involvement together. Loki's sudden confession really caught me off guard. I opened my mouth to speak but no words came out, I want water, my mouth feels dry and I just don't feel like facing him. Is he mocking me?  I am a midgardian for gods sake! He's royalty, he's going to be a king someday! No way Frigga and Odin are going to let us be together. I thought we were just having a fling, or at least friends with benefits, but apparently not. Three weeks and he's confessing his love for me. 

'No, I can't, I still have a life to pursue, I still need to go back to Midgard.' I think to myself. As much as I want to respond to his love, I just don't want to get tied down at such young age! When asgardians confess their love foe each other it's very serious, normally means they are about to get married! 

And that's what I told Loki, that I can't and I'm not ready to accept his love, at least not yet, before I run out of his bedroom. I hear him calling for you and shouting my name desperately after me. But tears have already begun to roll down my cheeks and no way that I'm going back to him. 

Third person pov.

What you didn't know is that you just made a decision that you'll feel guilty for for the rest of your life. 

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pt.3?