2005
I woke up at the sound of my alarm and of the sun rayes entering my room. I stood up from the bed and went to the bathroom.
"Ike what the fuck?" i asked my brother who was suprisingly not brushing his theeth.
"Oopsie?" he said before running out from the bathroom.
'geez' i said under my breath. I did my morning routine packed my stuff for school and walked to the bus stop. There was Cartman, Stan and Kenny.
" 'Sup?" i asked taking my place next to them
"We were wondering how Kenny came this early?" Cartman said mocking Kenny
" fhuk ymu(fuck you)" Kenny looked at Cartman
"Whyyy Kiinny, whyy?" Cartman cried
Kenny flipped him off and turned his back on Cartman, now facing me.
I blushed. 'Dude... what the fuck?' my subconcious asked.
'Why are blushing. Stop it' it said again
"Lwook guys, Kahl is having a crush on Kinny!" Cartman mocked us.
"Yea and you have a crush on...!" I started
"Don't you dare jew" he said clearly pissed of
"If you dare to mock me ever again i swear i am going to tell the whole school who you like, fatass" i threatened him
He looked at me surprised
"Who told you that?"
"I'm not telling fatass!" i said
"God dammit stop it we all know Cartman's crush!" Stan yelled
"Stan shuut upp!" Cartman said
our attention was drawn by a blonde boy who was running towards us. that was Butters, i gave o look to Cartman to see him blush. I winked at him and he blushed even more.
"Fella's have you heard?" Butters stoped from running near us
"Hear what?" Stan raised an eyebrow
"Craig and Tweek" Butters was now standing next to me
"What about them?" i asked
"They are a couple now!" Butters smiled
"nmhm(nice" Kenny lowered his head
I put my left arm on his shoulder and whispered to him.
"What's wrong?"
He looked at me an i swear his baby-blue eyes are killing me.
"hmfpm(nothing)" he said
Yea right if i would believe him. Its obvious. He has a crush on Craig. Poor Kenny.
I unzipped a liitle bit of his parka.
"What are you doing?" he asked
"I wanna hear you better" i turned my head facing the town.
The bus arrived and Butters was right Tweek and Craig are a couple.
"Ew you guys. You should get a room!" Cartman laughed at the boy's now red faces.
I sat down next to Stan and in front of us were sitting Kenny and Butters.
We arrived at school and everybody ran out.
The classes went pretty good except Cartman who made fun of the Teacher, Wendy, Kenny and sometimes when he remebered me.
We were all in the gym. Principal Victoria was anouncing some shitty event. I rested my head on my arm preparing my mind to listen to these shits but a hand grabed my wrist and pulled me out. It was Kenny.
"Yo dude. Where are we going?" i asked
"Outside" he saind nonchalantly
"Why?" i wanted more fucking answers
"Just shut up" that was all he said until we were outside the school building
"Care to explain?" i stood there facing him, with my arm crossed
"Uhh it was boring?" he scratched the back of his neck
"îhî, but still that didn't gave you the right to pull my out. You fucking dragged me here" i said
"You can go back" he smiled
"No. Never." i protected myself
He just smiled and turned. The orange parka was a lot bigger than him. Some air still penetrading in the big hood. He sat on a bench near the small playground. He tapped the seat next to him sign for me to sit down.
"You like Craig?" i asked while sitting down
"mhm" he nodded while looking somewhere else
"Why didn't you tell him?" i tried to make him fell better
"'cause Tweek told me so" he looked down
"What?" i jumped
"Tweek knew i like him, he told me to stay away. So i did." he looked at his back
"Well how do you plan get over Craig?" i was curious
"I don't know. Maybe talk to other boys?"
So he is gay. lucky me. i mean he is pretty. with his blonde hair, tan skin with freckles and blue eyes and the colored patches that were probably Karen's. he was pretty handsome. but what would my dad say. i'm jew not atheist like Kenny. he can be gay plus his parents don't care.
The bell rang anouncing that the shitty event was over. Kenny stood up grabed my hand and dragged me trought the hallways to our next class.
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The was finnaly over. we all cramped to go trought the school doors than we all got up in the school bus who started rolling. i sat in my normal seat next to Stan with of course Kenny and Butters in front of us. the ride was silent. soon enough we arrived at the bus stop me, Kenny, Stan and Cartman were always waiting in the morning. we got down said our goodbyes and split up everyone going to theire houses. when i arrived at mine's i entered not saying my hello's to my parent and went straight in my room. i opened my back-pack and went trough my stuff. my eyes were looking at a green crumbled paper wich said:
For Kyle
i opened the crumbled paper with shaky hands. i mean it could've been a threatening note. but in i was wrong. that was a love poem.
"True love is measured by how deep you fall
And judged by how low you are willing to crawl
Just to save it and make it last
It is determined by how willing you are to open up and offer your trust.
It is hospitable, amazing at all times, and always kind.
It is never prejudiced, it is color blind."
i re-read it for a thousand times. it was beatiful. but i'm not very stupid, so i kinda guessed who wrote it. Kenny. why him? he is the only one i know that is gay and i don't know who he likes. and i just talked today to him about relationships so i'm guessing he is.
i fell asleep looking at the green crumbled paper on my nightstand.
