•chapter seven•

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2005
"Kyle, wake up" i heard someone whisper
i tried to sit up but i couldn't.
i heard the other person giggle
"Why can't i get up" i asked rubbing my eyes
"Kenny, is almost on top of you" Stan said giggleling.
i looked to my body. he was right. a sleeping Kenny was hugging me with all his body.
"Dude, you're blushing" Stan said.
"Fuck" i tried civering my face with my arms
"You have a crush in Kenny!" he almost yelled
"Shush. no i don't" i rolled my eyes.
"What's the time" i said pointing at his clock
"six" he said looking back at me
"six! are you nuts!? i could've slept more" i whisper-shouted
"i took some nice pics" he said waving his phone in front if my face
"are you going to betray me?" i put my arm on my chest pretending to be hurt
"maybe" he laughed
i looked over at Kenny who was peacfully sleeping. his face was calm. his breathin was normal. he looked cute sleeping. i admit it. Kenny is handsome. i bet he wrote me that poem.
"the poem" i jumped
"Stan you've gota to know" i shaked him
"about?" he asked
"the other day i've found a poem in my backpack. you must know who wrote it" i said shaking him again
"one. stop shaking me. two. what the fuck are you talking about?" he said removing my hands from his shoulders
"i know you know Stan" i looked him in the eyes
"you know i know what?" he acted stupid
"fine then Stan. play your game" i said turning back to get my phone
"ok dude. i know who wrote the poem. but i am not telling you. it's their privacy." Stan looked at me with a "you're stupid" look
"thanks. now i know you know that i knew you knew." i smiled
"why the fuck are you up so early fags?" Cartman said
"fuck you Cartman" i said rolling my eyes
"no Kyel. fuck youu" he said back
"Who's gonna wake Kenny?" Stan tried changing the subject
"Kyel should, afterall they're boyfriends aren't they?" Cartman winked at me
"Fine Cartman, when he wakes up i'll tell him" i smirked preparing myself to shake him
"No Kahl don't" Cartman rested his arm on his chest
"I could die you know?" he said ironic
"Fuck you" i said and started shaking Kenny
He of course didn't wake up the first i started but after a lot of shakes he finnaly open his eyes.
"Wha-?" his eyes widened when he realised he was hugging me.
he jumped, face tomato red.
"sorry" he smiled awkwardly scratching the back of his neck.
"no problem" i smiled back
*cough* gay *cough*
we all looked at Cartman
"You know you are in the same position?" Kenny said
"Fuck you Kinny" Cartman sat up
Kenny just laughed.
"What are you laughing at boy whore?" Cartman smirked
Kenny started laughing even harder.
i looked at Stan, he looked at me. both extremly stupid. why was Kenny laughing?
he started pounting at Cartman.
the three of us were confused.
"Why are you laughing Kenny?" Stan asked
"He-he-he" Kenny couldn't finnish his sentence beacause of the laughter
"C'mon Kenny" Stan rolled his eyes
"HE PEED HIS PANTS" Kenny yelled laughing again
me,Stan and Cartman looked at hi pants. he did pee himself
"KINNY! YOU DID THIS YOU POOR BASTARD!" Cartman screamed
"Do what you little baby?" Kenny made me and Stan laugh
"want me to change your diaper?" he made like a mom voice
i could see anger in Cartmans eyes. he came closer to Kenny. Kenny looked up at him confused.
"Fuck. You. Kinny" Cartman punched him
Cartman punched Kenny
"CARTMAN!" Stan and i yelled
i walked over at Kenny, Stan trying to calm Cartman.
"Kenny you okay?" i asked kneeling beside him.
he turned. he had a bloody nose. i sat up and help him.
"C'mon let's help you with that" i said
he just nodded and walked with me in the bathroom.
i looked for rubbing alcohol, some cotton pads and some patches.
i cleaned his wound and patch it.
he smiled and put his arm on my shoulder
"Thank you Kyle"
"no problem" i smiled back
we got out of the bathroom.
"You guys made out?" Cartman rolled his eyes
"Yeah Cartman, we are going to have a child" Kenny rolled his eyes
i blushed
"look Kenny. Kyle probably wants" Cartman smiled
"Fuck you" i said rolling my eyes
"uhh guys?" Stan said
we all looked at him
"i think we better get dressed, school starts in 30 minutes" Stan rubbed the back of his neck
"I'm the first one" Cartman yelled and ran in the bathroom.
we all changed somehow, and walked to school not having breakfast.
the walk to school was quite silent, sometimes we could hear Cartman make fun of something. to be honest i didn't even listen. i was blocked inmy own thoughts.
"Look you guys, there is a bug on the ground"
i heard Cartman say
"Cartman why are you so dumb?" Stan rolled his eyes
that was all i heard. i was blocked in my thoughts again,
'who wrote that poem'
i mean, it could be Kenny, he took that Home Ec. classes so.. but in the same time could be one of Wendy's girlfriend's.
Bebe had a crush on me, well not me, my ass.
i could say i have a pretty nice ass.
"DUDE!" i heard Stan yell
"what?" i managed to say
"we're at school. i tried to reach you multiple times, dude. what were you thinking about?" Stan said as we entered the building.
i gave him the 'you know what' look and he understood.
we walked towards our loockers. i opened and a crumbled now pink piece of paper fell out. i bend over to take it. i looked at Stan who was talking to Kenny. i decided to open it.
as i thought, another poem.

"I never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
I couldn't help past memories
that would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
and give love another try
So I've fallen in love with you
and I'll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
And if you ever wonder why
I don't know what I'll say
But I'll never stop loving you
each and every day
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing
I love you."

i took my eyes off the paper and looked around. Kenny probably left since Stan was looking for something in his loocker.
"Dude..." i shaked his shoulder
he looked at me
"I've got another one, tell me goddamit who it is" i said furstradet
he rolled his eyes and closed the loocker
"No, they/them want to remain anonimous, Kyle" he said wlking away
"DUDE WAIT!" i screamed after him
the rest of the day went by, everything was normal. i still thinked about that poem.
when i got home, i took a shower just to set my mind off it, but it didn't work.
at some point i got out of the shower, changed and straight in bed.
i fell asleep almost imediatly, having a blank dream.

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