I open the wrapping paper on one of the most festive looking claenders I've ever seen. Haruhi had given me this "advent calendar" thing and told me that each day if December I am supposed to open a flap each day eat the chocolate inside.
Normally I wouldn't participate in things like this, but I was sort of intrigued as to why she would give me this. So I opened day 1 and saw a little square shaped chocolate chunk inside.
Hikaru came in from shoveling our driveway and just grunted as he shut the front door. He kicked his boots off and hung up his jacket. I heard him slump down onto the sofa by the fire to warm up. I went to go and keep him company since we were by ourselves this month. Our parents had gone on a big business trip. It always made me sad that we can't spend the holidays with them.
Hikaru turned on some crappy kids movie and I still had the chocolate in my hand. He snatched the chocolate from my hand and just sighed. I wonder what got him in such a grumpy mood.
"Hikaru, is something wrong?"
"Just the usual" he replied.
Typical Hikaru, he just cared about what satisfied him. I just sat and watched as the family on the screen enjoyed their time together and for some reason it made my eyes start to tear up. I had to run from the room and up to our bedroom to cry into my pillow. I always hated seeing families be all happy like this during the holidays. It reminds me of what I've never had. I've never had someone hug me and hold me close during the holidays.
The one person I wanted tobhold me most of all was Hikaru. His strong arms make me feel so safe when I'm in his embrace. And he is just the most beautiful thing on the earth. I know that sounds conceited. But I see us as complete opposites and that's why I have fallen for him.
I sit there as tears stream off my face and soak my pillow. I hear the door open, but I don't look up. My head is then gently guided by a hand to look up into my brothers beautiful eyes. He just looked at me worriedly and I knew what he was about to say.
"What's wrong Kaoru"
"I was watching that Christmas movie and it reminded me of what I've never had. A happy family Christmas. We always end up being separated and mom and dad are always gone. I just want someone to tell me they love me and hold me tight and...." I didn't get to finish.
I was silenced by Hikaru's lips pressed agasint mine as he just wrapped his arms around my skinny frame. I fell back onto the bed as he took control. One thing led to another and now we only have blankets to clothe us. I guess that chocolate is something special. Luckily I still have 24 days keftbof this stuff. Its going to be a great holiday season.
Author's Note: So this is a but late but I just got the idea. So I will eventually catch up and I promise different ships are in store for the same animes. Until next time, bye.
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An Anime Christmas Advent 2014
FanfictionThere will be a handful of shipings that will be all lovey dovey and will be switching from ship to ship. Hope you enjoy. DISCLAIMER: I don't own any anime's, pictures, or characters mentioned in the story.