It was after the host club ended and I was sitting on the couch, awaiting my ride. Hikaru had to go home sick today, so I had to perform by myself. Bit only was it hard, I had to deny my true feelings for someone else.
Their blonde hair and blue eyes always make me is weak. His French accent when he speaks is so romantic. Yes I am gay for Tamaki Suoh.
"Hikaru, may I speak with you?" I heard him ask me.
"yes, what do you need?" I asked trying to keep up my facade. He couldn't tell it was the other twin.
"Where was Kaoru today? I noticed you were hosting alone"
"He started vomiting, so I walked him to the nurse and arranged a ride home" I said glancing right into his beautiful eyes.
"Then why did you come today?" He asked coming closer to me.
"I didn't want to lose profit, and the show must go on, right?" I said with a bit of a chuckle.
"Wasn't it weird, not having Kaoru by your side?" He asked.
"A little. Other than that time I went on the date with Haruhi, its the only time we've ever really been apart for a long period of time" I said ranting
I could tell Tamaki was already bored. I felt bad, I bored the one I love with my problems. I should never speak about my problems until he's spoken his first.
"So what has been plaguing you lately. I noticed you haven't been performing as believably as usual" I asked.
"Just thinking. Say, if I like someone, should I tell them or wait for them to come to me?" He asked.
"I think you should go for it, no girl in their right mind, would turn you down" I said explaining how I felt.
Damn it, he already liked someone else and it was a girl. I knew I never had a shot, I guess now would be the worst time to mention the red lines covering my pale thin arms. And my unhealthy skinny body. (I had started starving myself and cutting too).
"Well, its not exactly a girl" he said blushing.
My ears perked up at this. It wasn't a girl? He was gay? Maybe I still have a shot.
"Who is it then?" I asked trying again to contain my excitement.
"Kaoru" he said shortly.
I almost flew backwards in shock. Tamaki liked me back!? This must be a dream. This has to be a dream.
"I know its crazy, but I live him" he said blushing even harder.
"I love you too Tamaki" I said and then smashed my lips against his.
He started fighting at first, but then he mist have figured it out and kissed back. I can be a devil without my brother around. He has rubbed off on me a little too much. But its gotten me the one thing I could've ever asked for. A person to return my feelings.
Author's Note: Sorry this was so short, but I have other chapters to write and I need to catch up.
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An Anime Christmas Advent 2014
FanfictionThere will be a handful of shipings that will be all lovey dovey and will be switching from ship to ship. Hope you enjoy. DISCLAIMER: I don't own any anime's, pictures, or characters mentioned in the story.