Sex sounds ~ Lil Tjay

3. He won't know

My heart dropped when I heard Rakeems voice at the other end of the phone.

"Ayo I know you there" he says as I realise I didn't answer him the first time.

"What do you want Rakeem? It's almost 2am, I hope you know I'm not no booty call" I say catching an attitude.

    "Quit playing you know ion call u up for that" He chuckles. "Where you at? Imma pull up on u"

    "No ur not" I say looking at my nails noticing I need to get them done.

   "u know I ain't seen u in a minute- my bad for what happened u know I ain't mean for nothing to go down like it did" I shake my head at how good of a manipulator he is.

    "I know u think I be fucking wit dis girl and that girl but nah u already know how I feel about u" He pauses. "It's you and it's always been about just you"

    "I'm finna pull up on u" He says. "Hell no Rakeem this shit happens way too much, u do me dirty and then u call me up and I fall for your dumb tricks but i'm done with this shit for real"

"Aight, ur just tired imma see u tomorrow then" he says before hanging up. I sigh.

I really do want to end things with Rakeem, he just makes it so hard. I loved Rakeem before I loved myself which is why it makes it so hard to leave him. Sometimes I feel like he's all I got, even though I know I deserve better than this.
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     "Amelia wake ur ass up" I hear Kahlil say while I'm still half asleep. I feel something whack me in the face. I wake up to Kahlil standing with a pillow in his hand.

"It's 1pm and ur ass still in bed" He says dropping the pillow. "I'm finna head to Darius' house"

"hold up no u ain't it's a Sunday, stay ur ass at home and finish that homework" Kahlil kisses his teeth. "I'm sleeping over there we gone head to school together tomorrow"

"Fine" I sigh knowing he's not gonna listen to me. "She's still not home?" I ask Kahlil.

   "Na" he says leaving my room without closing the door. At least close the damn door. I lay back down closing my eyes.

    "Girl I know damn well you ain't still in bed at 1pm" I hear a familiar voice. I open my eyes to Amber standing over me.

    "I'd rather stay in bed all day" I say pulling the blanket over my face. Amber kisses her teeth and pulls the blanket off me.

    "Nah we finna go get our nails done and hit up this party tonight"

   "I don't think I wanna go to another party in a long time" I say recalling what happened at the last party.

   "bitch you need this girls night I mean just look at you" she says scanning me up and down.

   "say no more then" I say getting up and heading for the washroom to brush my teeth.

    Amber and I go to the mall to get our nails done and grab lunch. After we're done we head to the parking lot to go to her car.

   "Who's that" Amber says referring to the ringing phone in my pocket.

   "Idk" I say as I pick up. "Wya bighead I'm gonna scoop you" Rakeem says on the other end.

   "Not at home" I roll my eyes. "Who is it" Amber says mouthing.

   "Share your location wit me I'm on my way" He says and hangs up.

   "Was that Rakeem? Hell no you ain't seeing that nigga" Amber says shaking her head.