The Random Words That Go Through My Head Together

A voicemail for my mind

To the emotions and thoughts
That can't get through
And are trying to reach me
I am sadly currently unavailable
(Note the sarcasm)
Especially if it's who I think it is
    If you are not who I think it is
     Please leave a message with
    Whatever you have to say
    After the beep
    And I will try to get back to you
    As soon as I am mentally stable enough
    To deal with you
    (Probably never)
If it is however
Who I think it is
Trying to get through
You are currently blocked
   Why ?
   Perhaps it because
   I'm tired of your
   Stupid bullshit
    And your whispers
    That say the
   Cruelest things
Maybe because
Your words might
Have driven me
To end it all
If so I will
Very sadly
Not be getting
Back to anyone
   Most likely because
   Of those pills
   That I take
   To block out your voice
   Out of here
Whatever the reason
You're blocked for now
And I would appreciate it
No scratch that
I would love it
If you stopped
Trying to reach me
    And if would
    Stop trying
    To haunt me
    In sleep
Thank you
Goodbye
     *beep
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