Revived // j.b

3.

Amelia

I woke up the next day hearing the faint snoring of Luke next to me. Last night was amazing, it was one of the best nights I have had for a long time. Looking at his beautiful body next to me I ran my fingers up and down his chest trying not to wake him. Ah, I can feel myself beginning to like him a lot but Justin still lingers on my mind. I turned over slowly trying to to wake Luke. I went on my phone and saw the new post from Justin. I opened the post to see him posing with his shirt undone and looking sexy as hell. Ah, I cant believe I let him go. I mean I know it was for the best that we broke up but I cant help but gawk at him. He is one beautiful man and he's an international pop star and also a leader of a gang but no one else knows that apart from me and few others. I need to stop thinking about him because the things he's doing to me isn't good when my boyfriend is next to me. I'm with Luke and thats it. I don't wanna be with him even after his fame because I know he is still the same person as he was before. Lying and deceiving dick.

I kept scrolling down when I saw a picture of him and a girl in the club. What the hell!! I thought to myself. My heart began to hurt and I could feel a tear in my eye. "Good morning baby" Luke said making me jump. I placed my phone down on the side and gave Luke a kiss. "Hey, are you okay. You look sad?" He said wiping the tear from my eye.

"No, I'm fine I just felt a little bit teary thinking about how happy you made me" I said biting my lip. I can't believe I just lied to him like that I thought feeling the guilt in a pit in my stomach.

"You are too cute baby" he said rolling on top of me. "But now, time to make you even happier" He said as he kissed me intensely and burying himself inside me. It felt phenomenal but I couldn't help but picture it being Justin. I miss him so much. I feel bad that I just lied to him like that because he's so sweet and he's everything that I want in a man. I think I need to tell him how I am feeling because otherwise this is just going to get worse and worse but for now I am gonna enjoy him and devour him cause this sex is unreal.

Justin

Waking up I starred at the beautiful girl laying next to me. She looked like Amelia which made my heart hurt. I turned over and picked up my phone looking at the photo she posted from last night. This photo just made me so angry but it has been 6 years Justin and you're doing the same thing she is, look who in your bed  I said in my head. I went downstairs and made a cup of tea and some toast and brought it upstairs. "Morning Ava" I said giving her a kiss on cheek.

"You are so sweet Justin" She said sweetly. The way she said my name shivers, which is an unfamiliar feeling.

"Anything for a girl as beautiful as you" I said kissing her beautiful lips. She is so sweet and so beautiful. Maybe she will be good for me. Maybe I can start a life with her and forget about Amelia. Well hopefully? "Do you, maybe wanna go out for dinner later?" I said biting my lip waiting for her answer

"With you? Of course! I would be honoured!" She said holding the duvet up covering her beautiful breasts making me bite my lip. "See something you like?" She said giggling.

"I mean" I said placing myself on top of her and kissing her hot lips making her gasp. "Heaven" I've murmured into her lips as we carried on deepening the kiss forgetting everything I had in store for the day.
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Later that day I got a message from my manager asking me to pack because the tour starts tomorrow and we have a flight early in the morning. Sadly I had to leave Ava and get back to my hectic life. I had to get someone to cover me in the gang whilst I'm in America. I mean I'm still contactable but I won't be able to sort out all the ins and outs so I put my loyal one in charge Matthew. Suddenly my phone started ringing.

"Hey bro"  Matthew said. Speak of the devil.

"Hey what's up?"

"Wanna have some fun?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean beers, weed and girls?"  I mean it has been a long time since I smoke with the guys. I miss the hanging out with guys. It's been a long time because I've been busy with recording my albums but why not since I'll be going on tour.

"Yeah sounds good, all the guys?"

"And all the girlsssss" He said making me laugh.

"See you at 8?"

"Sounds good bro" I said hanging up the phone.

Walking upstairs to my shower I got in. My mind was racing over Ava and Amelia. My girls. I mean kinda. Amelia, someone I'm so and deeply in love with her. My queen, my baby girl but then again is she? No not anymore since you went and and screwed it up I have to find her I can't deal being without her, I need closure she can't just leave me like that but, on the other hand I have Ava. Beautiful, sexy, flawless, but she can't replace Amelia. She's wants me and she hasn't left me like Amelia has but am I ready to let her go? Yeah it's been 6 years but I'm sure she must feel the same. If I'm still thinking about her after 6 what's she must be thinking about me? Right? Ah I don't know. After my long contemplating shower I grab a few bottles and a bag of weed and took my black ranger rover to Matthews. Knocking on the door being greater by Matthew, "Hey bro" I said giving him a hug. "Long time no see Justin" he said laughing.

"I've missed you too" I said walking in seeing the rest of the guy and giving them all hugs. Matthew, Jason, Jude, Reece and loads of girl instantly recognising me. "Oh my it's Justin Bieber!!" They said coming up to me.

"Hello girls, I'm not here for you I'm here for my guys" I said sitting down. "Do not bother me" I scolded making all the other guys laugh. "What's so funny huh?" I said rolling my joint.

"Nothing Biebs" Jason laughed as I lit my joint taking in the nice toxic air making me feel relaxed. "TAKE IN THAT GOOD SHIT" Reece shouted making me choke.

"Don't make me laugh when I'm smoking boy" I said controlling my cough but still laughing.

"Biebs, I hear you're leaving for America tomorrow?" Jason said nudging me from my intense laughing fit.

"Yep, second time there. I'm excited" I said inhaling the weed again. "It's just a shame I won't be able to do this whilst I'm there" I said pointing to the weed.

"Ah bro, your life is one hectic life. No weed, but look at the girls you have following youuuuu!" Jude said high-fiving Jason.

"I don't think I am interested in those girls like that. I've got my mind on two girls I can't deal with more. My mind is going crazy boy's. Why am I tying myself down for girls when I could be fucking every girl in the world" I said taking a sip of my beer. 

"Bro, leave those girls. Look at all these sexy ones we have here, you could fuck any, at any time" Matthew said laughing

"Don't listen to him" Reece spoke "Which ever one comes to your brain first is the one you want, go get her" 

"The problem Is, the one I want left me 6 years ago and I don't know where she went?" I said rolling my eyes

"If it's meant to be, you'll find her" Jason said nudging me. Yeah he's right, maybe I'll fine her again who knows.