Now is the 1st week of December, 1 month ang nakalipas nung natapos ko ang chapters ng mga subject ko para sa home school. Next June, ay makakapag-aral na ako ng college, I'm finally going to a normal school, somewhat I feel excited na kinakabahan, my doctors finally allowed me to go to a normal school since my health is now okay, Wala na akong laging appointment sa Doktor, but I need to be checked once a month and also I'm regularly taking up meds to avoid any complications.
Naputol ang pagmumuni-muni ko nang tumunog ang aking phone, it is a call from Hera, with my excitement I immediately pick it up to answer
"Anna Marie! I miss you" there she goes again, for Pete's sake I'm not Anna Marie!
"I hate you, it's not Anna Marie kase!" and there I am throwing tuntrums in my bestfriend
"Yeah, it's L U I S A N N A K H A Y R, iniis lang Kita"
"Whatever"
"Oh ayan nanaman, nasumpong nanaman si Melu" Melu is from Medulloblastoma my Brain Tumor, pangit naman daw kasi kung Medu, parang Medu Manzano, nag joke pa sya don, she called it like it was a person, well because of my Brain T. Melu, I have this change of moods as always.
"Tss. Bakit ka ba tumawag?"
"Duh! 'coz I miss you, wanna hang out with me tomorrow?"
"Busy ako bukas at isa pa Mom and Dad will be leaving tomorrow, 'di pwedeng umalis"
"Oh dear best friend GET A LIFE!" sigaw nya sa kabilang linya
"Tss. I'll hang up na, Take Care!"
"Ye------
Hindi na natuloy ni Hera yung sasabihin nya dahil pinatay ko na agad ang tawag, for sure she'll hate me for that, eto na nga nag text na sya
HERA BRUHA: bitch!!!
Natawa lang ako sa text nya, at di na ako nag-abalang mag reply pa, Whatever tss.
Mom and Dad will be going to the City tomorrow may aasikasuhin daw, that made me grab the day tomorrow para maging adventure day. I want to go outside, kahit siguro sa burol lang, matatanaw ko na Kasi mula doon ang view ng plantation pati Ang bahay na ito, Hindi naman siguro ako mapapagod ng sobra, I just need to take a break sa kababasa at kanunuod ko ng Master Chef, there's no way I am going to be a chef, palyado ang tastebuds ko, side effect ng gamot, well side effect of dying.
Speaking of plantation, my room is now filled with flowers, parang mini garden tuloy dito, mostly the flowers here right now are in the shade of white, atleast Hindi pink. Isinarado ko na Ang librong hawak ko nang makaramdam ako ng pagkapagod ng aking Mata, this one is entitled "The walk to the Afterlife" typically a death book, well I'm not being negative, I just don't want to sugarcoat things, nabubuhay ako sa isang walang kasiguraduhan bukas kung may madadatnan akong liwanag, actually we all live with that, the difference between me and a lot of people, is that I already accepted my fate, I'm ready to walk to the Afterlife, I'm ready to have a garden growing into my chest, ilang beses narin naman akong pumagitna sa kama at kabaong, I'm not afraid on what's coming next.
