therapy session recording 3
How is Gekyume?
Very good.
That's good. Do you remember the first time Jahseh said he loved you?
Yes.
You're blushing. Does you believe him tho?
Yes, i do.
How do you know he's not going to do the same thing Lucas did?
Because Jahseh is different.
You thought Lucas was too.
What is that supposed to mean?
Don't get angry. You have too much anger.
You're aggravating me.
How?
Are you stupid? You just insulted me by saying my boyfriend doesn't love me.
I didn't say that, Mae. I said do you believe that he loves you. And you said yes.
I don't want to talk about Lucas today.
Let's talk about a dream then.
Once i had a dream that i had a beautiful family.
Who was in this family?
I don't know. it's fuzzy.
Do you see the tree?
Yes of course. it was in my backyard.
What was the point of telling me that story?
There was no point. Not everything i say has a meaning or a point. That's why no one listens. Not even you.
Then why are you paying me to sit here then?
I could do the same with a hooker. Jahseh told me this would be better.
So you'd rather listen to Jahseh than to yourself?
I would've killed myself if i hadn't listened to him. I would've done things i would've regretted if i didn't listen to him. He talks sense into me.
You have no sense?
My sense isn't normal, I killed my last ex. In my head, that was better than killing myself.
You are different.
Yeah, no shit, Doc.
You are much more mature and blunt than you let on.
You grow up fast when you don't have a mom, you're dad is a fucking criminal, and your first boyfriend is a fucking piece of shit psychopath.
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fact: my dick is bigger than yours
have a nice day
