Endless Love: A Jelena Story

Chapter 10: Justin's POV

I head straight to the parking lot and get in my car. Okay I can do this. I have made my decision about Jessica, I am going to break up with her. Should I be easy or kick her to the curb? I guess I'll be easy, I mean she didn't do anything wrong. Did she? No, she is way too kind. I start the car and pull out of the hospital's parking lot. I drive down the street and I see her house. Okay Justin you can do this. Just walk up and tell her that you just don't think we should date anymore. That you've moved on.

I know I can do this, I am positive. I will walk up to her and do this and walk away. It may be a little harsh but I don't want to stay and see her fight over it.

I open the my car door to see Jessica making out with another boy. How could she do this to me? What did I do to her? I then remember my purpose and walk straight up to her.

"Um Jessica? We need to talk. Why are you with him?" I ask her a little angrily and hurt.

"Wait so you guys are dating?" The other guy asks.

"No baby. I mean Jake. We aren't." Jessica states. Baby? Why would she call him baby?

"Justin, sweetie, it's not what it looks like." She tells me so innocently.

"So you weren't making out with another guy?" I ask crossing my arms.

"Okay so it is what it looks like." She says. "But baby, please I need you." She pleads. She tries to walk toward me and hold my hand, but I snatch it away.

"We're done." Says Jake. He walks off angry, he gets in his car and leaves.

"Yeah. What do you need? My money? We're done too. I never want to see you again.'' I am holding back tears. Why? Why am I holding it back? I mean she is the one who should be guilty. I know that she won't stay awake all night feeling regret though. I step in my car and take one last glance at her. She looks happy. She sickens me. How can she be happy? I drive off towards the hospital somewhat happy. Now the only person I want to see is Selena.

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When I get to the hospital I head directly towards Selena's room. I take a deep breath and knock on her door. I wait a few moments holding she would answer, but she doesn't. After a few more minutes I open the door and walk inside.

Immediately my heart is broken. Selena is kissing a guy. I don't know who it is but I take off. I don't want to know who it is. I just can't believe she would do this. Why would she do this? Selena is so nice and gentle. She wouldn't do that to a person.

Did she even like me in the beginning?

I doubt it. My ex-girlfriend was cheating on me behind my back! For who knows how long! She probably didn't love me to begin with.

My eyes begin to water at the sight of Selena kissing another guy.

"What?" I whisper out on accident. I see Selena pull away from the kiss she was having with a very shocked face. Is she playing with my mind? Does she know I'm here and trying to trick me. Selena looks my way and I see surprised written all over her face.

"I swear it's not what it looks like-" she starts but I cut her off.

"Oh so you're not kissing a guy?" I say. Wow, it sound like the fight I had with Jessica. But the difference is, Selena is about to cry. Am I being to rough in her? No, I'm not.

"I swear, I have no idea." She says quiet, but loud enough so I could here it. "I don't know what's going on. It's all happening to quick." I see the guy turn around and I see his face. But I only saw it for a second before he turned away and ran out the room. He looked familiar.

"Who was he!?" I question her.

"I seriously have no clue, one second I was alone, the next he came up to me and kissed me, I was too shocked to move." She answers, she doesn't seem to be lying. But I can't be for sure yet.

"How can I be so sure?" I ask her.

"I thought I could trust you." She says and storms out the room.

"Missed me?" I heard a familiar voice. I turn around and see the same boy who was kissing Jessica. She called him Jake.

"Jake?"

I know realized that I've made a mistake. Selena didn't do anything wrong. It was all Jessica's plan.

He left before I left, so he could go the hospital before I came! He knew everything! Jessica told him her plan, he was part of it.

I need to get Selena back.

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I know her, and I- and I know her heart and I know what she wouldn't do to hurt me. But I didn't realize that I was so stupid. You made me feel like it was my fault.

I was in pain.

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Do you hate me?

-Jordynn