Blue Moon

Chapter 1 ; the news

Bella's POV

I'm still not sure who I will chose "remember Bella I am happy if you are!" Edward, my vampire boyfriend, had told me how am I suppose to chose with that. Slowly I walked alone the beach at la push with Jacob my werewolf best friend.

The silence between us was killing me but I didn't want to be the one to brake it. And I wasn't Jacob turned and blocked my way so I had to listen to him "I want you to chose me not him, I am better for you. If you stayed with me you wouldn't have to change one bit." he suddenly burst out. I was just about to explain how I knew my options and just needed time, when he butted in again. "do you know why you wouldn't have to change? Because I love you just the way you are!" Oh no not this I love you, you do not need to change stuff again. I knew very much he loves and to be honest I love him. Then he crushed his lips up against mine and this time I didn't pull away I just enjoyed the moment.

"Bella there is one thing I need to tell you and I need you not to freak out ok" I was getting nervous, maybe he had to go away after a while as well. No that's stupid I am letting my imagination run wild. " now I don't want this to happen but I have to tell you! Hear goes nothing. If you chose me you will be a werewolf too!!!"

"What?" Is all I could choke out. My mouth had gone dry and I felt tears stinging my eyes. Seriously so who ever I pick I'm never going to be human. My head went dizzy it was like my whole world was spinning.

I fell to my knees and placed my head in my hands "no, no, no." I managed to whisper. " Are you alright Bells?" Jacob asked softly " what do you think I'm never going to be me again!" I was screaming now "poor Charlie I would have to move away from him I could kill him!" I cried. Poor poor Charlie he would have to live on his own what excuses would I make up? What if he saw me down at la push? He would be heart broken.

"It's not that bad Bella, ok so the first week or so is, but when it's under control you can live like a normal person again." Jacob tried to comfort me "normal, did you just say I would live like normal? Never being able to see my own dad because if I get angry I could kill him, that's normal?" I screamed again " turning in to some hairy beast and killing vampires that's normal?" He just stared at me, I could tell that one stung him a bit but I would have to feel bad about that later. "Jake I'm never going to be normal again, who ever I choose." I tried to calm down a bit " well it's better than being a blood sucking Demon." He muttered under his breath.

I could tell I really hurt him and his pain hurt me so wrapped my arm around his waist. I felt like a child clinging on to a full grown man. "Im so sorry Jake, it's just a lot to take in please forgive me." I begged "I could never stay mad at you Bella." he smiled at me and I smiled back.

" I think I need to go home and sleep on it!" I explained " ok I will take you home now. If you want." it seemed awkward for the first time in about a month I felt awkward with Jacob Black. "naw it's fine well I will see you tomorrow then." I said half jogging half running away.

When I got home Charlie's car was parked in its normal spot. " hiya kid!" Charlie greeted me happily "hi" I mumbled and walked up stairs to my room. A cool gust of wind came through my window and sent a shiver down my spine. Gliding over I slammed the window shut so hard the glass wobbled. I didn't want Edward or Jacob to come in to my room tonight, I wanted to be alone. After pealing off my clothes and getting into some clean pjs. I lay in my bed and closed my eyes.

My dreams where all messed up. At first I was a vampire running fast through the woods that's when I felt thirsty. As soon as I smelt the blood I ran towards it Edward was at my side blood running down the sides of his mouth. When I turned back at him he was gone Jacob in his place however not as a human but as a wolf. I felt the hairs sprout out of my arms and legs. Then my body was growing my clothes were getting tighter. Suddenly they ripped and I was naked but when I looked down I was covered in fur, head to toe. The end part of my dream was confusing I kept switching between wolf and vampire killing every one whilst running. Then I got to Charlie and sunk my teeth into him.

I was screaming so hard when I awoke. Luckily I managed to muffle it by the pillow. The light was streaming through my window. Yawning I got up and dressed quickly.

I knew who I should speak to to help me. Now my options where even harder to chose from. The one person who could help me. I would have to not tell her all the details such as Edward being a vampire and Jacob being a werewolf. I picked up my phone and dialled Renée's number.

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