Jennie's POV:
"Mom we're home~!" Yana yelled with a smile, look how happy this bitxh is. I'm so proud for her yet she still acts like a barbie, putting down the groceries. I organized them all by myself while Yana just cling into Jungkook's bicep, gritting my teeth as I rip open the box of cookies. Grabbing 3, putting it on the blender and mix it with milk. I push the button and sigh.
I can't believe I'm saying this right now. But the sounds of the blender is making is way better than Yana's dead mouse squeals. That is facts though, everything was blended. I grabbed a cup and pour it all in, "Ooo what is that Unnie?" Yana came from behind, and with a smile, she stuck her nose out and smells it. "Dude you're hair!" I yelled, slightly pushing her away careful to not put a fight cause mom is here with us. "Oh..sorry," I grab my cup and head upstairs, stomping my feet angrily and to my room.
As i was about to close the door, "Jungkook? get you're foot out of the way," i hissed. Okay, i think i went overboard of being mean to him. "What was that?" He asked, sounding piss when he suddenly barged inside of my room. My eyes widen, closing the door behind. I take a quick sip into my drink and watch him sat on my bed, "What's what?" I confusedly look at him, "Earlier. When we're on the car? Weren't you supposed to help me get Yana out of my way? Why did you defend her?" So many questions, that only I could pick up is why I defended Yana.
Excuses are my specialty yet I sometimes went to "wait what did i just say?" mode. Because of that, I have to make more excuses about what I just said stupid from that time. Ruining the aura I'm creating, "Because she's my sister, duh?" Jungkook gave me a raise on the eyebrow before crossing his arms by his well build chest, making him look very intimidating. "Don't give me that,"
"Hey look," i might found the right spot this time to make him shut up and leave my room asap.
"Not just because I hate her for fucking my ex from the past, that doesn't mean I should hate her whatsoever in my life. She's still my sister, my younger sister who doesn't seem to understand what a real adult life is like. I just don't want her to feel useless or annoying around you, cause you know..sometimes she have this look on where she just felt small around you because you kept ignoring her. I just want what's best for her," drinking all the last drop of my cup. He doesn't look like his still convinced enough to my answer.
Realizing now, I think i sounded like I didn't mean anything. "You sounded force," he pointed out. "You sounded like an idiot to hate my sister on how based she acts, yes she's a true life barbie slut from the movies. But she has feelings too, why can't you just appreciate it sometimes?" And that is Jackpot.
Jungkook rolled his eyes and got up from my bed, sighing and open my door wide. "Appreciate? Don't turn back if I actually start having feelings for you're little sister," smirking as he was about to close the door. I grab my cup and flip it around, showing no signs of any liquid coming out.
I said, "This is my cup of care. Oh look! It's empty," I watched him leave with a shook on his head, my head automatically lowered down. So what if you start catching feelings with her, as if I have one for you.
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Dinner time is what I expected. Awkward.
I grabbed my plate, finished eating. Yana suddenly rush and also put her plate to mine, don't get angry. Don't get angry. Telling myself, i smiled and turn around. Rolling my eyes sassily, I loudly put it down on the sink. "Jennie, keep it down." How about you also keep you're legs also down mom? Dammit if only I'm brave enough, I head to the back. Meeting Jungkook's parents, I bowed down before opening the slide door.
Revealing the swimming pool with lit neon lights, the cold breeze pass by me. I put down a step and close the door behind, quickly heading to the pool. I take off my slippers and sat down, dipping it to the water. A sigh released my lips, hearing the cheerful and happy conversations they had inside. A hint of jealousy hit me, Yana seems like the perfect child for my mom.
And yet...I still don't give a fuck about it.
Playing with the water, with my hands on the side, eyes closed. I didn't realized that Jungkook had also sat beside me, he flashed a smile before dipping his feet to the pool as well. "What are you doing here?" I asked, not showing interest to his presence. He laughed, "What- you hating me now?" Then continue on laughing, I tunted and put distance to the both of. "Umm no. Just committing what i want for the both of you and my sister, not much," now letting my eyes dip its attention to the glowing water in front of us.
I heard him sigh, "You know. If you really want me to like Yana, don't even try. I would never, ever, fall into a pile of trash."
"Hey! Yana is not trash- yet she acts one. But that doesn't mean it that way, I just want my sister back. The girl who always had the genuine smile and always laughing at stupid things and who is always been the kind and yet troubled one, i know what I'm doing is kinda weird and stupid. But...I would literally do anything just for her to change, even though it will include such things....as feelings," whispering the last word on my sentence. I lowered my head down, crossing my fingers to each other. Jungkook scooted closer to me. "As what?" He asked.
Thank god he didn't heard that, and to be honest I had no idea on why i let the word "feelings" be on the list. Sighing, i shrug my shoulders and drop it tiredly. "I don't know, just. I would do anything," not knowing what to say no more, the sliding door from behind opened. Making me and Jungkook both turn around to take a look and it was Yana with a tray of juices, not only I saw two. I also saw three, "Hey, don't mind me. But could I also join the team? Hehe, I'm feeling left out to mother's topic back there." A smile peek through her lips when she caught Jungkook also looking at her, she gave one iced tea to Jungkook and me.
I watch her put down the tray and sat beside Jungkook, quickly getting up.
I bent down my knees to whisper to him.
"Please entertain her for me," and i take my leave.
