The Advent Of The End

Chapter 3: Fate's Answer

The time, it went by so quickly, but, she never had a chance to confess.

The first time they met, the time when she was bullied, was she thought at first was the worst time of her life. But, everything changed, when he came. The memories of that time, she never remembered, but the beating of her heart, never steadied. It has been always so fast, so quick to beat, whenever he was around.

They both turned eight. She celebrated his birthday at his house. His small but lively house. She never always had a knack on talking with other people, but, with his family, she never felt alone, disattached, unwanted.

With him, she was always happy...

With him, she always felt safe...

With him, she felt, loved...

They both turned nine, and they both became a lot more closer, compared to last year, which made her heart hurt even more.

"Why can't I confess" "Why am I on his side, even when I always just bring him down?". She always thought this to herself, and it made her ache everytime she do so. Being incompetent at home and at school. If it wasn't for him, she might've already died.

She was always the center point of anger of her parents.

Always getting scolded at...

Always getting compared to others...

Always feeling inferior...

Why can't this line of thought stop?

They both turned ten. Things just got worst. She was always getting bullied at school. Unable to relay any emotion, due to many things her parents did to her, she always had that cold stare. Either she was hated or being feared by others.

Whenever she got closer, they stay away.

Whenever she helps, she got shouted at of many names. Creepy. Weird. Ice queen. Rocky. Malicious. Monster. Beast.

The names never really stopped. The bullying never really stopped. But because of him, being at her side whenever she needed, wherever she was, he was always there, to protect her.

Countless girls has always wanted to claim his heart, his love, but no one could. He always gave them a subtle reply of "Sorry, I already have someone I love", which made her thought of who was that lucky girl, getting the love of a one of a kind guy.

Some even bullied her, tried to make her stay away from him, making her keep distance as so all his attention would be poured to them. But, still, he always stayed at her side, no matter what. No matter how many times she distance herself away, he always closes that gap. Whenever she never talks and stays silent for long periods of time, whenever she always stare at the endless sky, her cold gaze, he never fails to break that wall between them.

If it wasn't for her parents...

If it wasn't for her hair and eye color...

If just maybe, she was born different...

Then maybe, they could've stayed together...

But she guess that's impossible. As no one really loved her. "Everything in this world is fake" She thought to herself.

Her parents were always angry at her. She was an only child, but she hoped she wasn't. Maybe then she won't feel this lonely, battling the world, trying to live for the sake of that one boy, as maybe killing herself, can be a blessing for her, but tremendous pain for the other.

They both turned eleven. Their last year as classmates and friends. He always invites her to play at his house whenever she was free, and they would always enjoy ones company of the other. Except that one time.