April Fourteenth

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after work...

I trek home as an aching carcass,
melting cartoon character with river limbs
pulled apart and painfully
sloshing about in their confines.

Clothes shed like snake skin to the floor,
a slow and sticky peel down the body,
but I am left with flesh caked rigidly onto sore muscles,
screaming torn tissue paper insides.

My blood is made of crashing caffeine aftermath
and I wonder what I could weave
with all my fallen-out hairs.

Skip the bathroom,
swallow a pill,
collapse.

I lay on the mattress, lights on,
face up to all the stars I cannot see,
waiting for something
to take me.

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