Captivated

Kabanata 21

Kelly

I reached for his face and kissed him. Alam kong nagulat sya sa ginawa ko. This is the first time I did the first move pero di kalaunan ay gumaganti na rin sya ng halik sakin

I can feel his hands roaming around my body. I can feel the heat on every touches of his hands on my skin

He bit my lower lip and I felt his tongue seeking for an entrance. I welcomed his tongue wholeheartedly as I kissed him with the same intensity. No inhibition, no regrets, just my feelings. I want to show him what I feel for him... that I'm slowly falling

For years, I distanced myself from people who could possibly hurt me. Phoenix is no exception. He can hurt me. He can caused me pain. It is inevitable... but I want to gamble. I want to try

Maybe... maybe I only want someone to accept me despite on what happened in the past

Napaliyad ako nang maramdaman ang mga halik nya sa leeg ko. He bit, licked, and sucked my skin and all I could do is to moan with the pleasure he was giving me

"Are you sure about this?" he suddenly asked

Nag angat sya ng tingin. He was looking at me intently. The desire, lust and other emotions I couldn't name were evident in his eyes

"Do you want to stop?" paos na tanong ko

His eyes burned and his jaw clenched

"You don't have any fucking idea how much I want you"

I reached for his face and kissed his lips. When our lips parted, I stared deeply in his eyes

"I want to do this with you Phoenix. I want you to erase his touches, his kisses, and all the things he did to me. I want you to erase his mark on me"

I saw an unexpected emotions in his eyes. Is that pain? Regrets? Sadness?

He smiled sadly and burried his face on my neck

"There are things that couldn't be change even how hard you try. I can't undone nor erase it but let me do it better this time. No pain, no tears, just me and you with gentleness, pleasure and love"

Nag angat sya ng tingin. I let my tears falls. He kissed them away as a smile crossed my lips

"This is love making Kelly, unlike in the past. This will serve as a good memory, not a nightmare that will haunt you in your sleep"

I nodded as I wiped my own tears. He started kissing my lips and I kissed him back. Magaan lang ang bawat halik nya hanggang sa naging agresibo ito. Napakapit ako sa braso nya nang maramdaman ang isang kamay nya na pumasok sa loob ng dress ko

He's caressing my leg. Napasinghap ako nang umangat pa yun. He lowered his kisses on my neck and every bit, lick and suck I could feel the electrifying sensation that sent pleasure in every part of my body

I felt his other hand caressing one of my breasts while I'm still wearing my bra. I felt his other hand on my back, looking for the zipper of my dress and when he found it, he immediately unzipped it. Nahirapan pa sya tanggalin ito dahil naglocked pa ito

"Fuck this! Can I just fucking rip this off? "

I smiled teasingly

"Where's the gentleness?"

He just smirked

Nagulat ako nang bigla nya punitin ang dress na suot ko

"A-ang mahal ng damit na ito. Bakit mo sinira?"

"I can buy you as many as you want and don't think about the price sweety, your kisses will do remember? "

I smiled and shook my head