𝙥𝙪𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙜𝙚𝙧 | ✔

xhapter 12 🔫

Taehyung
As I kept crying I saw my dagger at the cabinet, I pulled it out and stared at it for a while, no, Taehyung, this is not good for you, I let go of it and clutched my head, it hurts, everything hurts, soon my head started to hurt and I groaned in pain, I kept crying trying to deny the urge of picking up the deadly weapon.

I grabbed my phone quickly and searched through the contacts, I pressed Seojoon hyung's name and I shakily put it in my ears.

"H-Hyung?" I said shakily "Taehyung? Are you okay? Wait, are you crying?!" I heard him say "Hyung....I-I don't want t-this.....it hurts...help me..." I said through my sobs "Hold on! Where are you? I'm coming" He said in panick "Hyung....I d-don't want to hurt myself..." I said "Taehyung no!" Seojoon hyung said "Hyung....he loves Jimin....not me....I was never good enough..." I said as I continued to cry staring at the blade "I'm coming stay there! Don't hurt yourself please...." He pleaded and I sighed "Okay...." I whisphered, he ended the call and I let my phone drop out my grip.

It's bad, but maybe....it can help me? I picked up the knife tracing it, I let it touch my skin, my urge could no longer be stopped, I pushed the blade and let the blood slide down my wrist, I did it a couple times, maybe even a hundred, but it was satisfying, the pain, the drips....I was curious, I slide the knife down my neck and eventually, I slid it deeper creating a cut, I breathed heavily.

No.....I should not be doing this, I'm useless! I did not stop myself.....I gripped my hair and cried, blood was everywhere, but it was pooling around me, the voices just keep coming back, the hurtful words, everything is coming back making me bit back a scream, my lips were dry, I saw myself in the mirror, I looked ugly, I threw my phone at it and it shattered, they will not hear it, because their too occupied, which is good, I grabbed a broken shard of glass and gripped it so hard my hands bled, I stared once more at our picture, crying again, I slid the blade down my wrist over and over again. I stopped, I couldn't move, It slid down my hands as I gripped my hair and banged my head on the table, blood dripped down my forehead as I cried to myself......help me.

Seojoon
I arrived at the mansion, they know me here because I sometimes heal them so I barged in the living room with two nurses, I saw them in the living room watching a movie "Oh, Seojoon? What are you doing here?" Namjoon asked "I need to take care of something.." I said then rushed upstairs, "Get the bed ready" I said then the nurses went back down, I hesitantly opened the door, I froze as I say Taehyung curled up in the floor swimming on his own blood, "H-Hyung....I'm s-sorr-sorry" He stuttered, I quickly grabbed him and ran downstairs, blood was dripping from his body as his face was lifeless, it was pale and his lip were dry but full of blood.

I saw Jin widened his eyes as he saw his little brother.

Jimin
This weird guy came and he just rushed upstairs, we stopped the movie and looked at him, "What's wrong?" I asked "Did Taehyung call him?" Jin hyung said "Maybe, he said he's feeling a bit dizzy" Yoongi hyung said then we turned to the nurses going back down "I don't have a good feeling about this..." I muttered to myself, then we all froze as we saw the guy carrying Taehyung, blood dripping from his own body.

"Oh my gosh! Taehyung!" Jin hyung said making his way to Taehyung, we all ran to him as he lay Taehyung's lifeless body on the bed that the nurse brought out "N-No....my b-baby.." Jin hyung said crying, gripping Taehyung's hands, he has blood on his neck, forehead and arms, my tears streamed down my face as I see him getting take out.

"J-Joonie....Taehyung....T-Taehyung will be fine...right?" Jin hyung said as Joonie hyung kept him from runnig to the ambulance "Pack some clothes....we'll go there.." Namjoon hyung said and we all went to the room, Jin hyung made his way to Taehyung's room, I went there too.

The place was trashed, blood was pooling beside his bed, shards of glass near it and a dagger.....with a framed picture in the middle, "Jungkook!" Jin hyung called out, Jungkook barged in, he froze once he saw the place, Jin hyung pointed towards the picture and glared at him "Y-You!" He said the picked up the picture, he threw it at Jungkook.

Jungkook
I rushed to my bedroom amd I saw a unfamiliar box in my bed, I hesitantly opened it up, it was a picture frame and a camera with a note, it was from Taehyung....

Then I heard Jin hyung called me, I rushed to him but I froze as I saw the room, a pool of blood....Taehyung's....."Y-You!" Jin hyung said then pointed at the picture in the blood, he picked it up and threw it at me, I looked at it.....it was the picture of me and Taehyung..."Y-Your the r-reason?" Jin hyung said "I-" "What did you do to my brother?!" Jin hyung yelled and walked towards me then slapped me "Hyung!!" Jimin said then tried to pull me away "Once Taehyung gets better...I will kill you!" Jin hyung said then stormed off.

The ride to the hospital was awkward but we got there. I rushed in as I could not supress my feelings, this was my fault.

I felt a tear dropped down my eyes as I saw Taehyung, he was lookimg lifeless, his lively face no longer there, I clutched his hands and kissed it a few times, please wake up.

Jin hyung looked at me then softly moved me away. We stayed for the night, I couldn't sleep, I just stared at him, it's been a while since I took a good look on him, he was still the same, gorgeous, perfect, pretty, everything you could ever ask for in one guy, and he chose me of all people to give his heart, when I'm not that brave enough to take it.

Note 🔫
so next chapter is a flashback
since I want to explain
what really happened
in the past
but hope you enjoyed
reading
this chapter! lovelots💖