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xhapter 35 🔫

Taehyung
It has been a few weeks since Jungkook died, maybe even a month now, and I was still not over it, I barely get up from my bed, because I had no energy to do so, I heard from Namjoon hyung that Jungkook's so called father decided to just crimate him, so I didn't get to see my Kookie, he didn't even let us come to the burial.

I sat up from my seat and picked up the framed picture beside my bed, I stared at it for a while, letting a tear fall off my eyes, then a knock was heard, I quickly wiped my face, "Come in!" I said, placing the picture back on the table.

I saw Yoongi hyung peek through the door, "Hey Taehyung....." He muttered as he came in, he made his way to my bed and sat infront of me, "Is there....something wrong hyung?" I asked, looking confused as to why he was here this early morning.

"Well.....it's morning...and uh...you should eat..yeah" He said making me raise my brows, he's been acting weird ever since well...I rather not say anymore, but my point is, he comes to my room at night and day, to check up on me or something and I don't really get it.

"Hyung....why are you doing this?" I said making him look at me, "I....well to tell you the truth" He started, he grabbed my hands and looked at me in the eye, "Jungkook asked me to take care of you....before he died...we talked a week before or so? He....asked me to take care of you, he didn't know he was going to die...but he knew 'father' will force him to go away" He said making me tear up "B-But..." I stuttered "You got my little brother smitten Taehyung...he was so in love you.." Yoongi hyung said, I sobbed, I looked back at him and I saw a few tears come out his eyes "Ah wait...I..I forgot, just sit here...don't do anything stupid" He said making me nod, he left the room, making me sit there alone, I caressed my body, calming myself down, Taehyung....don't think dark thoughts....no...stop it, you can do it.

After a few minutes hyung came back, thankfully, he was holding a box in his hands, he set it down beside my bed, "He wanted me to give this to you....but I thought maybe it wasn't a good time a few weeks back...but I think it's fine...so..I'll leave you be for a while okay?" He said then ruffled my hair leaving me alone in the room again.

I touched the box catefully as a few tears threaten to fall, I took a deep breath and opened it.
I felt many tears drip down my cheeks as I stare at the contents inside the box, it was full of letters and gifts, I picked up the one that was on top

December 30, 20XX
(this was two years ago^)

Dear Tae,
Happy birthday baby, I'm sorry that I insulted you, don't believe anything that I said okay? I'm happy that you celebrated happily with the others, and I must say, even though I didn't see you, you must have looked ethereal baby....you always have been. I want you to ignore everything that I've said, it's not true at all, your strong baby, and I know you can get through this, enjoy your day alright? Always keep that beautiful smile on your gorgeous face, I love you baby, happy birthday...

With love,
J.jk
xoxo(A/N:lolo cringe)

I gripped the letter in my hands and brought it to my chest, I sobbed hard as I imagine him saying 'I love you's' in my head, every memory felt so vivid.

I garbbed the gift below it opened it, I couldn't keep my tears in as I saw a bracelet, it was no ordinary bracelt, it was the one that I said I wanted one time that we were on a mission.

Flashback📽
Taehyung walked through the mall, looking aroung for any suspicious movements, when suddenly, a jewerlry store caught his eye, "It wouldn't hurt to look right?" He mumbled to himself, that was unfortunately herd by the others, "Really Taehyungie?" Jimin giggled "Just a minute please?" Taehyung said "Be fast!" Jin muttered, shaking his head. Taehyung entered the store and his feet immediately brought him to the bracelet section.

He looked in awe at the beauyiful diamond on them, a certain bracelet caught his eye though, a silver bracelet with a little diamond star in the middle, "Wah! Hyung can I buy?" He said thtough the mic "Kim Taehyung!" Jin warned "But it's so pretty! Look it has a star pendant!" Taehyung said dreamily "Get your butt back to the mission!" Jin said making Taehyung pout.

He hesitantly left the store, and not long after a certain coconut head entered the store.

He quickly searched for what the other boy was talking about and when he found it, he asked one of the staffs to pack it up, after buying he left the store with a smile, "Tae would love this.." He mumbled quietly to himself, careful not to let the other hear.

Taehyung whined for the whole ride back when he found out the jewerlry was bought when he came back at the store.

He wiped the tears on his face and put on the bracelt....so pretty. How sneaky of Jungkook.

I spent about an hour, crying endlessly as I opened up more letters and gifts, I couldn't deny the fact that I was hurting so badly, the only thing that's keeping me away from the dark thoughts are these things that is triggering them as well.

I neatly placed the letters in the box, Jin hyung came by earlier, bringing me food, I haven't touched it, only a few bites, I sighed to myself, burying my face into the hoodie Jungkook had gifted, he said I always borrow his hoodie before so he wanted to give me one.

I let out a choked sob and hugged myself, I miss you Kookie.

Note 🔫
haihai!
please don't be mad!
fluff will
come soon enough!
be patient my students, jk
(pls don't kill me)