Taehyung
Today is my day off and Jungkook's birthday so I decided to finish my letter as soon as I woke up. Once I finished it I went down and ate lunch(lol who else wakes up late and eat at lunch), they all slowly arrived one by one."The talks about you are slowly disappearing TaeTae..." Joonie hyung said which made me look at him "Psh! Why though? It's true he's inconsiderate" Jungkook said, I slapped the fork and knife in my hands at the table and glared at him, "I lost my appetite" I mumbled and got up and left.
Jimin
I turned to Jungkook and glared at him, "Why did you say that? He's not feeling good Jungkook, we have talked about this" Namjoon hyung said "Sorry hyung..." Jungkook mumbled. He was scolded a few more times and we were done eating.I decided to check up on Taehyung but Yoongi hyung pursuaded me to stay with him. He brought me outside and there was a picnic set up, "Hyung we already ate!" I said as we sat down, he layed his head on my lap and my hands automatically played with his hair, "I know...it's just a few desserts.." Yoongi hyung said making my eyes light up.
I ate the cakes and feuits that were in the basket, sometimes feeding Yoongi hyung.
While staring at the sky Yoongi hyung sat up and looked at me, I turned my head to him, "Jimin..." He started "Is there...something wrong?" I said nervously "Nothing is wrong...I just want to ask you something.." He said and I turned my body to him fully "Go ahead" I mumbled while playing with his hands, "You know, we just met right, but I just automatically had an attraction to you..." He said softly then I turned my head up to look at him, is he saying he likes me or what? "What do y-you mean hyung...?" I said "What I'm saying is I like you, and will you be my boyfriend....?" He said that made me widen my eyes "Oh, I-I'm sorry, if you do-" I cut him off with a tight hug, "Yes hyung, I'd love to be your boyfriend.." I whisphered making him hug me back "I....love you Minnie" He said then kissed my neck "I love you too hyung.." I said, I pulled away and smiled at him making him smile back at me, I pecked both of his cheeks and hugged him again.
After that we went back in but Jin hyung asked me to frost the cake with Jungkook so I left Yoongi hyung, whuch was hard since he was jealous, he's so cute!
Me and Jungkook were frosting the cake when he looked at me weirdly "Why are you so happy?" He asked "Well, Yoongi hyung asked me out" I said and he looked so shock, "Eh?! I guess I'm right after all!" He said that made me shake my head "What did you do? Do the kissy kissy?" He said then faked trying to kiss me, I giggled for a moment then pushed his face away "Someone might see us!" I said and he laughed "Yoongi hyung will kill me for sure!" He said and I agreed.
Taehyung
I decided to just give Jungkook his gift, I saw him at the kitchen but I froze as soon as I saw him lean in to kiss Jimin, Jimin giggled then pushed him away "Someone might see us!" He said then I just ran away.Once I reached the hallway I looked down at my gift.....I'll just leave it in his room. I went to his room but I stopped my tracks when Yura came in front of me.
"You know, I always thought you were the one I need to watch out, but ever since then it was Jimin, he's way better than you so I understand" she said making me freeze "Well, even now, he WILL choose him, not you, cause your not good enough, your a slut! Nobody wants yo-" I cut her off when I bumped her shoulder and walked away.I ran towards my room ajd locked it immediately when I got in, breath in Taehyung, don't cry. I breathed heavily as the hurtful words of everyone replayed in my head, I layed in my bed and just closed my eyes, sleep it off Taehyung.
I woke up when I heard knocking, I got up lazily amd opened the door, "Taebear, you missed dinner" Jin hyung said then enteres my room setting the tray of food in my table, "Sorry, I fell asleep" I said then sat down amd started eating the food "Finish that and come down okay? We'll have a movie night, and don't worry, Yura left for the night" He said and I nodded.After eating I decided to juat join them down. I sat down at thr lovesack alone while they were all cuddled up, "Since Taehyung is here I'll say it now!" Jimin said happily "I'm dating-" He was cut off when I stood up "I'm feeling sick, sorry Chim, just tell me tomorrow okay?" I said then he stood up and felt my head "Are you okay? You have a fever?" He said and I shook my head "I'm fine just a bit dizzy" I said "I'll bring you soup" Jin hyung said and I nodded.
I made my way up to my room and I see the box that I was supposed to give Jungkook, I grabbed it and went to his room. Once I entered the familiar room I placed the gift on his bed, I layed down for minute, inhaling his scent that I missed so much, I looked around the room and it still looks the same, just a few changes, I grabbed one of his pillows and pulled it to my embrace, inhaling it softly, I put it back and sighed deeply, I got up from the bed and went out, I quietly shut the door and headed back to my room, my heart could not endure it anymore, I need a break.
Once I entered I walked slowly to my bedside table, I opened it and let my body fall down, I grabbed the framed picture and looked at it longingly letting the tears finally go out, I clutched my heart as the painful words kept circling in my head, he loves Jimin, before and until now, I'm never good enough, he's too good for me, I'm just his past time before, I don't matter to him....and he...he doesn't love me.
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FanfictionA dark past that tries to hide from the present, it's like hiding a bullet in a gun, eventually someone will find it and will pull the trigger... Started: March 29, 2020 Ended: May 15, 2020 《e d i t i n g》 ©jeongguktae_