//bye// I said and ended the Video Chat.
I was preparing to sleep ng mag flash ang screen ng phone ko. I think it is from October since kumakain si Taza at wala naman ang tatawag saakin ng madaling-araw. I swipe to receive his call
//yes?// I asked. He remains silent before answering
//tell me, matutulog ka na ba?// tanong niya
//yes// I was literally about to close my Fxcking eyes!
//Ahw, sorry// he said in a very low tone
//no, it's fine// I don't know why I said those words. But I just did
//So What's bothering you? At hindi ka pa natutulog//
//Nah, I just can't sleep// his voice is warm from the other line //talk to me till I sleep, Agape //
//You can't be serious, right?// am I a damn sleeping pill?
// I am. Talk to me, Agape// he sounds so tired yet he's still awake and want me to do shxt for him
// Then what should we talk about?//
// I don't know, Agape. Just keeps on talking// why the fxck is he demanding such thing?
// I don't really know what to say or do in this kind of situation//
// Haha, I know. I just want to hear your voice// why would he?
// Why?// Kinda creepy though
//it just...gives me comfort// wow, October Wow
//A Suicidal giving you comfort?// he must be joking, right?
//Yeah. Pretty Ironic isn't?// Ironic, it is
//Can I ask you something// tumikhim siya
//Where are you right now?// Did I sound a bit weird? //The room you're in earlier is like in a hospital//
//Nope, nasa office ako ni tita// oh okay
//Why do you want to end your life? Agape?// I want to run away from myself
//I'm tired// maikli kong saad // Why are you asking such thing?//
//Basta. I made a short poem for you// really?
//here it goes.... Breath, Smile, my Princess
The world is too cruel to be
Let's ignore it and kiss
Don't let go, Please?//
Breath and Smile. But that doesn't change anything. I tried not to lose myself but for Fxcking Fxck, it feels like hell. No one really understand how suck my life is.
//Do you call that a poem?// I tried to break the silence
//It is, haha// Pss
BINABASA MO ANG
Till the fifth day of October (Incomplete)
General Fictionthree strangers with different stories become related to each one another. Finding comfort in each other's flaws. Letting go and moving on from the pain that holds their lives, page by page. The three of them set out on journeys as they seen and sha...
