TILL I MET YOU

chapter 21

Arnav is puzzled at khushi's confession, she has fallen in love with him...why and how are the thoughts constantly running in his head...what if she found out what he did, would she still love him, wait why is he even thinking in this line, he doesn't believe in love right??

Khushi on the other hand is puzzled and dismantled why did she have to tell him all this, she knows all the negativity arnav emanates from love

ARNAV:khushi you can't love me, you shouldn't love me

KHUSHI:am crazy right??? Why did i fall in love with you of all people?? First you kiss me and now i love you..khushi why cant you ever keep track on your words..you talk and talk till you say what wasnt required or asked of you, why did you have to tell him, better yet why did you allow your self to fall in love, it was always just a tiny harmless crush why did you let it grow into love

ARNAV;i can still hear you

KHUSHI:if i forget about you kissing me, can youu forget about me loving you...we will pretend this never happened and eventually we will forget we are pretending

ARNAV;khushi its not you, you are an amazing person but

KHUSHI:your clear about what you like and what you don't like

ARNAV:may be so, may be thats why people never liked me, never have

KHUSHI:its because you show it, you make it so obvious you dont care whether people like you or not..listen to me not once did i ever hold on onto the hope that you would love me so dont worry about me...for you love is a good reason to make everything go wrong...will you forgive me for loving you arnav??
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"Some day someone is going to love you so much you will forget what it was like to be in pain...someone is going to treat you so well you get angry you would ever settle for way less....someone is going to touch your heart so deeply she will teach you the true depth of your soul and when that happens you will finally understand that love isn't pain, you will be surprised at ur own capacity to love.....anjali had once said these words to him could khushi be her...he thinks as he stares aimless at the computer....when lavanya budges into his office....

LAVANYA:is it true arnav??

ARNAV;what is ??

LAVANYA:is it true that you got married??

ARNAV;are you inquiring or confirming this

LAVANYA:so it is true, did you think it through, you cant just get married to khushi just to save her from embarrassment you can still rectify this arnav

ARNAV:lavanya my personal life is strictly out of bounds for you, you cant interfere

LAVANYA;get an annulment from her

ARNAV:who the hell do you think you are to interfere lavanya...your just a friend to me and my employee

LAVANYA: your more than that arnav

ARNAV:then what should i be?? Answer me

LAVANYA; you cant be with khushi, we both know you don't love her, all your doing is destroying both of your lives, you can still rectify this arnav

ARNAV;i have heard enough from you, get out i need to be alone

LAVANYA;why?? Or is it because you don't want to divorce her, are you feeling pity for her, or are you interested in her..answer me arnav

ARNAV:even if all you said were true it would still be non of your damn business

LAVANYA:are you intrested in her

ARNAV:lavanya its non of your business

LAVANYA:that wasnt the answer to my question arnav, your intrested in her i can see through your eyes, the pain that the anger that reflected in them the minute i mentioned about the divorce, what pisses me off that of all the women you would have chosen to fall in love with, it had to be her...a blind middle class wretch...