CHASING FIRE (COMPLETED)

CHAPTER NINE

🕊️Memory lane🕊️

Liam’s point of view

Upon arriving home,
I found it hard for the first time in years to hide how I really felt in everybody.

As I walking into the kitchen I could see Belle vision standing there doing our dinner
‘I miss this woman so much’

But…
I just hallucinated…
She’s at the hospital lying on bed and been in comma for 2 years.

I looked around and I could tell that it’s so lonely here without her presence.

‘I hope she’ll wake up now’

I jumped in the shower and got dressed; I promised Belle’s mom that I would do the garden in their house.

When I made it out in their home the garden furniture of the grass had already cleared and was getting lawn mower out of the shed.

I looked around if who did it then I saw Leo “Let me do that” I called over while taking the mower.

“You got this?”
I nodded and told him to get some rest.

I started up the lawn mower then took the last of the grass to the compost bin at the bottom of the garden.

Belle’s mom clearly loved to garden, the flowers in the beds on the outskirts of the grass looked beautiful.

I finished in record time, and as Leo still wasn’t back I decided to pull all the furniture back and the lawn mower in the shed.

I took a few steps towards the backyard to get some rest in the cradle when suddenly Quint called me.

“Qui-”
“Belle is awake” he cut off

  

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Belle’s point of view

I heard a lot of voices panicking when tried to open my eyes…

I sensed something wrong

I knew I wasn’t at home

I sniffed to afraid to open my eyes and wondering if I was still dreaming.

Finally, I opened my eyes and came up with my senses.

I turn to see the woman with grey hair who’s been calling me “Belle?”

Then I realized that there are 4 human standing in front of me and staring like I’m a ghost.

A man with dark black hair with a muscular body leaned forward to touch my face “Y-you’re awake” he uttered with a puffed eye “are you okay?” he continued
 

I distance myself from him and I sat up in the hospital bed “W-Who are you?” I asked just as the doctor walked in.

“Please let her rest” he said

“What am I doing here?” I asked as soon as everyone came out “What happened?” I continued.

I look at him questionable…
He didn’t answer me instead he reaches out a paper on me.

I was finally told hours later what was wrong with me.

I’ve been in comma for 2 years…
And been forgotten my memories that I have been gain before.

I can’t remember anything…
And the doctor said that I shouldn’t push myself to remember it or it may affect the part of my brain and even damage it more.

The woman with grey hair a while ago was mom he said, and then the man who touches my face was my husband.

I couldn’t believe that I was already married…

I wonder how these things happened.

After all,
I don’t want to mingle with these persons.

I just find it,
Weird.

The next morning, my mom did her best to tell me everything about myself.
But unluckily, I still don’t get it.

All these past few months they’ve been all testing me and helping me to gain what I’ve lost, but I was glad when I finally got home because I had my room and can finally be alone.

“Belle, lunch is ready” Liam said

I sighed before I opened the door, “Be there in a minute” I answered then closed it again.

I got so many questions in my mind now and I’m still looking for an impossible answer.

Mind if I’ll ask you…

If ‘

then why I can’t find my love for him?

God knows how I tried to find my feelings for him hoping that at least I can remember our love somehow.

But I couldn’t…
I can’t feel him.

Everyday,
he always reminds me about us   
and I appreciated him so much for not giving up on me.

He was not tired showing me the places that we’ve been before even though I always tell him
‘I can’t remember’  

He purely poured his love on me every day even though he knows that nothing last forever.