i let myself fall into a cascade of pure bliss
the current bringing me euphoria
to each diving day
and seeking utopia at the end of the fall
yet somehow never landing
getting stuck on this endless fall
somehow i never wanted it to end
but wondered when i would seep into the water below
when i least suspected it
i fall without warning
into a cold, dark river
one deprived of life
and id soon learn why
the river wasn't magical
or somehow ate everything in it's depths
but held uncertainty no one was willing to partake in
sooner or later the cascade of happiness came to an end
and surprisingly no one was comfortable with it
because we refuted change
keeping ourselves the same
and leading our own path
so i broke through my fears
and swam above the surface
despite my every instinct telling me not to
the serenity in the air filled my lungs
even with this sense of not knowing what was next
knowing freedom
having a taste of it's future happiness
i could never let that feeling go
uncertainty was filled with fear
pure anxiety, madness—
and somehow it brought me joy to live in reality again
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Poesíaa collection of letters, poems, and short stories from deep within, a little addiction with it too; welcome to the emotions of the awkward teenage time we all once had.