ISADORA

Chapter thirty three

Isadora's POV

Well since my real parents showed up, I've not being feeling myself lately. I'm scared that something might happen to me and they might come back and take me away. Its scary just thinking about what has been going on in my life but I'm grateful I have my parents and Willy.

As I was thinking, I heard a knock then followed by my mother's voice,
"Dora baby, are you okay? You've not spoken to anyone after they came, please talk to me."

I looked at her and she was almost crying. I felt bad because I'm trying to express myself but I just can't. I feel like I'm losing myself, I'm not myself any more. I felt something wet slide down my cheek and that's when I noticed I was crying.

"Dora don't cry, mommy's here. What's wrong? Are you hurt anywhere? Please talk to me, don't keep it inside anymore." She said while crying.

"Mommy, I'm scared, I'm can't feel myself anymore. I feel like I'm dying. Its hurts, why me? Why do I have to suffer? Why did they abandon me? I know I'm not good enough. I'm weak and pathetic but why? I'm tired of this hate, I'm tired of the abusive word, the beatings and the pain. Why do I have to bare the brunt of their hate. I did nothing wrong, nothing yet they hate me. I'm sorry for the stress and pain I've brought to your family. I'm sorry very sorry." When I was done venting everything out, my mother was already bawling her eyes out and I felt sad for making her feel this way.

"Dora you did not bring stress or pain to the family, you're actually the light. Before you came we were actually miserable. I could not give birth and it was tolling on me because I always wanted to have a child of my own. Then we went to the store and saw you. Right then and there I knew you were our only hope. Please don't cry, don't leave me please Dora. I'm begging you." She said while crying.

Author's note
Hello guys, here's an update. So y'all already heard bout the COVID 19 case right. Please stay at home, wash your hands and stay safe.
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