nyc [troy zarba]

fourty four

i woke up to the sun shining through our window. i went to go face troy but he wasn't there. i started worrying.

"troy?" i asked in a small shakey voice.

"baby? are you here?" i said small.

my eyes started to well up in tears. one thing about me, i hate being alone. especially when people have been with me the longest.

"ba-baby? tr-troy?" i asked again. i sat up against the wall letting tears slip out. i know i sound dramatic but the thought of being alone scares me more than anything.

what felt like hours of crying i felt hands touch me.

"mamas, what's wrong?" he asked pulling me into him.

"i-i thought you left." i cried again.

"why would you think that baby?" he said softly.

"cause yo-you weren't there." i said looking at him.

he brought his hand up to my face just caressing my cheek.

"i had to get sawyer and nic baby. i would never leave you baby." he said kissing me passionately.

"i-i'm sorry." i said quietly.

"why? there is nothing to be sorry about." he said.

"because i just cried for no reason. i'm so emotional for nothing." i said.

"you cried for a good reason. i love you." he reassured me.

"i love you too." i said smiling. he brought me into another kiss and i decided to get ready. i got in the shower and just let my hair air dry. i put on some makeup and just stayed in my sweats.

i picked up sawyer and decided to give her a bath. she splashed and laughed and it was the cutest thing ever. i got her out and dried her off.

"sawyer do you want me to pick out your outfit?" i asked.

"no." she said smiling.

"then who?" i asked laughing.

"daddy." she said. this was gonna be interesting.

"troy sawyer wants you to pick out her outfit." i said laughing. he came in and took her to her room. i went into nicolettes room and just sat with her in my arms on the chair we had in there.

she looked so peaceful. i love my family. it feels so good to have a family like this. with bestfriends who are always there for you.

@scarzarba

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this was from last night at the best concert ever 🤍.
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comments -

@zarbruh : baby you so beautiful😍

@cynthiaparkerrrr : yes bestfriend hottie

@jadenhossler : love you bff!

@qgriggs : we killed it

@theslumpgod : so happy to have met y'all !

@addisoneasterling : cutest ever!

@charlidamelio : awww so cute

@avaniii : yes!

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