When the Game Ends (Completed) [R-18]

15 : Before I Fall

Before I Fall - A movie that starts with Samantha Kingston (Zoey Deutch) who seems to have it all: popularity, a loving boyfriend (Kian Lawley) and a seemingly perfect future. Everything changes in the blink of an eye when she dies in a car crash but then magically wakes up to find herself reliving the same day over and over again.

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You have reached the end of Book 1 of Bedroom Affair. Book 2 will come out soon. Thanks for supporting Dr. Ibarra and Dra. Boromeo's story.

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Janine

Kinabukasan.....

Nang matapos ang duty ko ay sabay na kaming umuwi ni Carlo. Hindi ko kase dinala iyung kotse ko dahil sabay kaming pumasok sa ospital kaninang umaga.

Noon binibilang ko ang mga araw

Pero ngayon, oras na lang ang binibilang ko.

Hindi ko alam ngunit bakit pakiramdam ko ang bigat na ng pagkakataon.

This heaviness that I am feeling, it won't go away. Kahit anong isipin ko kahit anong gawin ko. It just won't leave me.

His silence is also killing me. Nang magkita kami kanina ay ramdam ko ang pagiging tahimik niya.

He thought I forgot his birthday but I didn't.

" Finally. We're going home, Carlo. Ano palang gusto mong ulam?" I asked him when we were both inside his car. He already started his car's engine.

" Hindi pa tayo uuwi Baby" Wika niya.

What?

Oh the house. Shit! Bakit ko ba nakalimutan iyun.

Hindi na ako nagulat ng may makita akong kinukuha niya sa back seat. It was a bouquet of flowers.

Red tulips

" For my only Baby" He faintly smiled before handing me the flowers. Agad ding nawala ang ngiti sa kaniyang pabi pagkabigay niya sa akin nung bulaklak. Hinalikan pa niya ako sa labi na tinanggap ko naman. Saglit akong napahawak sa dibdib ko. Para kaseng biglaang lumakas ang pagpintig nito. Tumingin ako sa kaniya at ganon parin ang kaniyang reaksyon.

I closed my eyes.

No Ja. Just one day more. Tomorrow, everything will end.

Diba ito naman ang gusto mo?

Mapabilis ang lahat?

You won't be waiting for so long anymore. I thought to myself.

" Thank you. Pero saan naman tayo pupunta?" I asked him casually kahit mukhang alam ko naman na kung saan kami pupunta.

" Sa tabi tabi lang"

He just answered me.

Sa tabi tabi lang daw Ja sabi niya.

The atmosphere is too much for me to bear.

Stop it Ja!

You planned for this. You acted for this. You wanted this.

Breaking his heart was always the option for you, Ja. You even don't care at all that you're going to break his heart.

" Carlo" I called his name.

" Yes Baby" He looked at me. Kahit walang ngiti sa kaniyang labi ay ramdam ko parin ang sinceridad sa kaniyang boses.

This time, I already tried to hold my tears. I cannot possibly stay a minute more with this man without pouring out my bitterness.