When the Game Ends (Completed) [R-18]

10 : Step Up

Step Up - is a 2006 American romantic dance film directed by Anne Fletcher starring Channing Tatum and Jenna Dewan.

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Janine

Naiinis ako sa kaniya. Kahit wala na siyang sinasabi ay naiinis parin ako sa kaniya.

My chances of becoming chief of surgery had drastically fell. Parang nasa kaniya ang 70% ng tiwala ni Doc Vince leaving me with just 30% of my chances to be head of surgery.

As Ethan Hunt once said, desperate times, desperate measures.

How can I let him back down?

How can I let him stop aiming for being head of surgery?

I badly want that position.

Nang makapasok ako sa ospital ay nadatnan kong may kung anong kaguluhan sa ER. I realized there is a mass casualty. Sunod sunod ang pagpasok nila ng mga sugatan na pasyente.

Hospital protocols says that if in case of situations like this, some doctors from different wards are extracted and placed in the ER for additional man power. Senior doctor, Doctor Jared Hernandez is at the ER. Noon pa man ay mahal na mahal na ni Doc Hernandez ang ER. Ewan ko ba at dun na talaga siya namalagi.

Napatingin ako kay Ibarra na nakatingin sa akin. He is simply reading what is in my mind. Well sorry siya, hindi ko ipapabasa kung ano ang nasa isip ko.

" Are you going there?" Shit Ja? Bakit ikaw ang unang nagtanong? Kati talaga ng dila mo kahit kailan.

" No" Snobero! Buwisit!

" Edi huwag kung ayaw mo." Nakakainis talaga! Feelingero porket alam niyang siya ang pinaka kailangan dun dahil neuro ang forte niya. E halos puro head injuries ata ang problema ng mga nandun. Sa tingin ko may bus na nahulog sa bangin at halos lahat ng mga nakasakay ay nasugatan. I can hear rumors here. The driver is in critical condition as a nurse who just walked by said.

" I'll be at the OR Ja. That's where patients from the ER who needs my help are being transfered" Shit! He got me on that. Edi siya na ang neuro! Siya na ang may utak. Siya na ang bagay sa OR!

Ako? Saan ako pupunta ngayon?

HINDI KO ALAM!

I'm sure Doc Vince will also be at the OR. Neuro sila eh.

Kainis talaga!

Tumingin ako sa kaniya. His eyes were so sad still. Pero hindi ko alam kung ano ba ang nasa isip niya ngayon. If I could just pay in order to read what's on his mind, I'll do it. Hindi naman siguro mahal kung sakali.

" Ano?" I asked. Ikaw ba naman ang titigan ng ganon.

He looked at my lips. Oh no no no. Not my lips. No kiss! No fucking kiss!

" Goodbye, Doctor. I hope not to see you today." Walang puso kong sabi sa kaniya. Nakita ko kung paano siya tumingin ng diretso sa mga mata ko.

" Stay safe, Ja. Please don't do something risky. Call me when you want to, I'll answer it no matter what." He just said. Oh god! How come this doctor is doing these things now? Sa pagkakaalam ko hindi naman ganito ang doktor na 'to dahil isa siyang feeling guwapo at malanding doktor!

But the Carlo I am speaking with right now seems to be different. Suddenly, I can feel that he cares.

" Bakit naman kita tatawagan? Boyfriend ba kita? Huwag kang assuming doktor dahil walang tayo at walang namamagitan sa atin. Umalis ka na at gawin mo ang trabaho mo. I'll be at the ER. If something goes wrong inside the OR, call me. I'll answer it no matter what" The last two sentences were out of the line. Bakit ko ba sinabi iyon sa kaniya in the first place? I don't even know why but it just came out. Well damn it!